Sai-update
Aye, it has been some time: here's a Sai update: He and his so-called family went by car to Davis, then to Angel's Camp up northern california for the week of the 16th to the twentieth of June. It was a relative bore and i had some nice improvements on my ping pong game. It was, however, a welcome change of pace from being stuck in this house w/ that bastard they call my father. Oh, i know i don't talk about it much but i hate the old bastard. I'll get into it later. Hey reesh, how da ya add those line breaks into ur entries, i'm not that great w/ HTML language. yeop, i'm pathetic i know that. is it that "
" function or wat. I was on a Sai update. Well, in the last entry i was 'gum happy' chewing away... until i chewed off a small bit of my tongue. ouch. now i hav a small crater of rotting flesh at the end of my tongue, oh i'm ok. that's a bit of an exageration, its like those sores u get on the inside of your mouth from braces. but on my tongue. so i've become un-gum happy now. i can't even play music as i've wanted to. rather sad. no? well lets see what else is there: I've taken a step closer to driving.. a kind of scary thought, i'm not used to having such responsibility, the possibility of accidentally killing someone... etc. well i've been taking driver's ed online, i'm about 55% done almost 6/11 done with the whole thing. To tell the truth, i'm kinda gettin lonely, stuck w/ the old bastard. i hafta walk him to the pool, make sure he doesn't drown.. oh how sometimes i wish i didnt hafto. i dont want him to drown or anything but i dont wanna stay out in the blazing sun w/ him for a freakin 1/2 to an hour. along w/ the goddamn kiddies an all. Saiho, if u'r reading this, don't talk to mom n' dad bout this.. its bad enough i have the 'priviledge' of listening to everything they have to say.. enough is enough. YOU! YA YOU! if u make saiho read this cause u wanna screw w/ me think again. I can get really pissy 'bout such things. back to sai update.. *ahem* where was i.. oh yes, about half done with the driver's ed thing. i'd just love to get outa the house by myself. go visit friends of mine, like poor jessica. Jess got her wisdom teeth pulled a couple of days before her b-day, her party is on the 19th of July. AIY! i need to get her a present-o hey. maybe i could go shopping with someone else.. as you can see i'm quite lonely here.. all alone.. + dad's being a bitch lately about me using the fone line during the day 'cause he hasn't gotten any calls. He, Mom and I all know its not my fault but i'll pander him if he'll shut up about it. that's why i'm up at hey look 2:44 AM to use internet an stuff. I've been spending my time TRYING to read The Heart Of The Matter, only 95 pages in, during business hours. Along w/ reading i've been whittling an chopping up wood w/ my progressive knife.. mmmm Evangelionie goodness.. its MUCH sharper than the wimpy pocket knives we have around the house. it planes like a dream. it'd make a decent self-defense knife if need be but i rather like to chop up wood than ppl. i'm a wimp at heart, yet not a coward. sure its always fun to talk big, i couldn't intentionally unleash the built up years of angst and pain from my deadly hands of fury (LOL) unto another human being. I just couldn't intentionally hurt someone. Saiho would be saying 'HA! yin's always tried to maim me playin w/ his sticks (wood.. as in splinters) mmmmhmm'. But i couldnt like walk up to carrie, oy that girl who incessantly ANNOYS ME whenever she CAN, an land a fist right between her eyes an break her nose. Nope, Sai couldn't do that. it's not 'cause carrie is a sweet charming young lady of 15?, but i just wouldn't be able to do it. even if i reaaaaaaaally wanted to. well i've been cleaning up my ol' cherry staff w/ it.. clearing up all the nicks an cuts in the head of the staff an' random scratches in the end. it doesn't look the greatest and NO i still haven't laquered it. AT ALL. you usurpers out there. and i've been smoothing out a handle on.. i think it was the tangerine tree branch that snapped off of mom's tree. the problem w/ that wood is that it has borred holes in it.. some kind of insect plague that thing had. under the bark. freakin things are nasty lil buggers. kinda ruined the wood. but it'll do. i don't have many pieces of wood like that. as you can see, this has developed into a minor hobby of mine. it's rather theraputic. angrily chopping off disobedient hunks of wood and then eventually gingerly plane-ing off the rough edges between the chop marks. whoa. 3:00AM Tom Cruise an Jay Leno on TV w/ some little old lady making fruitcake.. i swear.. this is getting weirder and weirder.. well i think i'll go to sleep 'round four. yeap i wonder wat kinda wierd TV is on then. I'm outa tea n' sure as hell not making any more. spilled some on the counter last time. maybe some chicken nuggets. mmm chicken nuggets....
Goddamn it all.. no more chicken nuggets.. only chicken paddies, u know, the kind in 'chicken burgers' i guess i'll settle for that.
reesham would be proud of me: sitting shirtless in front of a computer screen typing out my thoughts on a mildly cold mid summer night, with an empty tea cup to my left.
You know, no matter how many 'friends' i have from school.. i guess i'll always feel lonely in a strange sort of way. feeling like a 16 yr old wimp livin w/ his parents who bug him about everything. you know, i'd like to take a poll people, how many of you sincerely think that Sai'll end up a happy old man and die in his sleep, in his home, in his own bed, after decades of growing old with his wife. I know i'm a hopeless fool for such things but yea. i'd like to know wat you think sorry but i cant make the poll anon. just post on the one of the next entries.
anywho. i'm a bit worried about reesh after reading a few of her last lj entries.. a 21 yr old guy? reesh acting 20? nono more like 7th grader i concur w/ that dude. she needs a better way of meeting guys. i actually had some guys to introduce her to... but they have girlfriends. yeop. i think my conscern isn't exactly unpresidented... i really wish she'd listen..
Wow. it is pretty late, Lils, i think i out did ya tonite, its 3:20 AM an i don't feel like i wanna sleep yet. oooooogaa boooogaaa @_@
a big-Sai update: big sai broke his collarbone and is being taken care of by his gf emma. THEY GAVE HIM MORPHINE AT THE ER!! i didn't get drugz like that.. even when they gave me pain drugz it was a day late and vicadin..suped up tylenol. but this update was about big Sai, he broke it in some biking accident.. his new bike didn't like him i guess an it launched him over the handlebars an he fell.. he'll be all right. He just needs a lotta R&R, but he's going to class so that ain't happenin.
again.. i'm running out of things to say.... should i end this entry now? yes? no? maybe so? ...... or not. wat can i talk about for another half hour.
oh. haha. earlier tonite Lils and i were talkin an somethin about her 'lovah' came up, the 'lovah' she'll meet in exotic alaska. How is alaska exotic. i admit calaveras county isn't exotic. but damn. alaska? exotic? how?? enlighten me.
oh. over my brief week vacation my bro gave me a couple of 'don't nuke our food' pins, kinda rusty tho. I bought a giant plastic penny keychain to go with em. I wanna put em on a school bag next year.. instead of a backpack. i'm DONE w/ backpack heavy loads. i've got a slight slouch.. an its rather uncomfortable. school bag: those things that u sling over 1 shoulder .. its rectangular.. etc.. u get wat i'm sayin. thoughts? respond. i should update my subprofile too i guess... and my profile while i'm at it. good ol morpheus lets me set dl's to 1kps so i can surf an stuff while i DL music slowly. yeop yeop. i guess i'm done here. adios for now, Sai
" function or wat. I was on a Sai update. Well, in the last entry i was 'gum happy' chewing away... until i chewed off a small bit of my tongue. ouch. now i hav a small crater of rotting flesh at the end of my tongue, oh i'm ok. that's a bit of an exageration, its like those sores u get on the inside of your mouth from braces. but on my tongue. so i've become un-gum happy now. i can't even play music as i've wanted to. rather sad. no? well lets see what else is there: I've taken a step closer to driving.. a kind of scary thought, i'm not used to having such responsibility, the possibility of accidentally killing someone... etc. well i've been taking driver's ed online, i'm about 55% done almost 6/11 done with the whole thing. To tell the truth, i'm kinda gettin lonely, stuck w/ the old bastard. i hafta walk him to the pool, make sure he doesn't drown.. oh how sometimes i wish i didnt hafto. i dont want him to drown or anything but i dont wanna stay out in the blazing sun w/ him for a freakin 1/2 to an hour. along w/ the goddamn kiddies an all. Saiho, if u'r reading this, don't talk to mom n' dad bout this.. its bad enough i have the 'priviledge' of listening to everything they have to say.. enough is enough. YOU! YA YOU! if u make saiho read this cause u wanna screw w/ me think again. I can get really pissy 'bout such things. back to sai update.. *ahem* where was i.. oh yes, about half done with the driver's ed thing. i'd just love to get outa the house by myself. go visit friends of mine, like poor jessica. Jess got her wisdom teeth pulled a couple of days before her b-day, her party is on the 19th of July. AIY! i need to get her a present-o hey. maybe i could go shopping with someone else.. as you can see i'm quite lonely here.. all alone.. + dad's being a bitch lately about me using the fone line during the day 'cause he hasn't gotten any calls. He, Mom and I all know its not my fault but i'll pander him if he'll shut up about it. that's why i'm up at hey look 2:44 AM to use internet an stuff. I've been spending my time TRYING to read The Heart Of The Matter, only 95 pages in, during business hours. Along w/ reading i've been whittling an chopping up wood w/ my progressive knife.. mmmm Evangelionie goodness.. its MUCH sharper than the wimpy pocket knives we have around the house. it planes like a dream. it'd make a decent self-defense knife if need be but i rather like to chop up wood than ppl. i'm a wimp at heart, yet not a coward. sure its always fun to talk big, i couldn't intentionally unleash the built up years of angst and pain from my deadly hands of fury (LOL) unto another human being. I just couldn't intentionally hurt someone. Saiho would be saying 'HA! yin's always tried to maim me playin w/ his sticks (wood.. as in splinters) mmmmhmm'. But i couldnt like walk up to carrie, oy that girl who incessantly ANNOYS ME whenever she CAN, an land a fist right between her eyes an break her nose. Nope, Sai couldn't do that. it's not 'cause carrie is a sweet charming young lady of 15?, but i just wouldn't be able to do it. even if i reaaaaaaaally wanted to. well i've been cleaning up my ol' cherry staff w/ it.. clearing up all the nicks an cuts in the head of the staff an' random scratches in the end. it doesn't look the greatest and NO i still haven't laquered it. AT ALL. you usurpers out there. and i've been smoothing out a handle on.. i think it was the tangerine tree branch that snapped off of mom's tree. the problem w/ that wood is that it has borred holes in it.. some kind of insect plague that thing had. under the bark. freakin things are nasty lil buggers. kinda ruined the wood. but it'll do. i don't have many pieces of wood like that. as you can see, this has developed into a minor hobby of mine. it's rather theraputic. angrily chopping off disobedient hunks of wood and then eventually gingerly plane-ing off the rough edges between the chop marks. whoa. 3:00AM Tom Cruise an Jay Leno on TV w/ some little old lady making fruitcake.. i swear.. this is getting weirder and weirder.. well i think i'll go to sleep 'round four. yeap i wonder wat kinda wierd TV is on then. I'm outa tea n' sure as hell not making any more. spilled some on the counter last time. maybe some chicken nuggets. mmm chicken nuggets....
Goddamn it all.. no more chicken nuggets.. only chicken paddies, u know, the kind in 'chicken burgers' i guess i'll settle for that.
reesham would be proud of me: sitting shirtless in front of a computer screen typing out my thoughts on a mildly cold mid summer night, with an empty tea cup to my left.
You know, no matter how many 'friends' i have from school.. i guess i'll always feel lonely in a strange sort of way. feeling like a 16 yr old wimp livin w/ his parents who bug him about everything. you know, i'd like to take a poll people, how many of you sincerely think that Sai'll end up a happy old man and die in his sleep, in his home, in his own bed, after decades of growing old with his wife. I know i'm a hopeless fool for such things but yea. i'd like to know wat you think sorry but i cant make the poll anon. just post on the one of the next entries.
anywho. i'm a bit worried about reesh after reading a few of her last lj entries.. a 21 yr old guy? reesh acting 20? nono more like 7th grader i concur w/ that dude. she needs a better way of meeting guys. i actually had some guys to introduce her to... but they have girlfriends. yeop. i think my conscern isn't exactly unpresidented... i really wish she'd listen..
Wow. it is pretty late, Lils, i think i out did ya tonite, its 3:20 AM an i don't feel like i wanna sleep yet. oooooogaa boooogaaa @_@
a big-Sai update: big sai broke his collarbone and is being taken care of by his gf emma. THEY GAVE HIM MORPHINE AT THE ER!! i didn't get drugz like that.. even when they gave me pain drugz it was a day late and vicadin..suped up tylenol. but this update was about big Sai, he broke it in some biking accident.. his new bike didn't like him i guess an it launched him over the handlebars an he fell.. he'll be all right. He just needs a lotta R&R, but he's going to class so that ain't happenin.
again.. i'm running out of things to say.... should i end this entry now? yes? no? maybe so? ...... or not. wat can i talk about for another half hour.
oh. haha. earlier tonite Lils and i were talkin an somethin about her 'lovah' came up, the 'lovah' she'll meet in exotic alaska. How is alaska exotic. i admit calaveras county isn't exotic. but damn. alaska? exotic? how?? enlighten me.
oh. over my brief week vacation my bro gave me a couple of 'don't nuke our food' pins, kinda rusty tho. I bought a giant plastic penny keychain to go with em. I wanna put em on a school bag next year.. instead of a backpack. i'm DONE w/ backpack heavy loads. i've got a slight slouch.. an its rather uncomfortable. school bag: those things that u sling over 1 shoulder .. its rectangular.. etc.. u get wat i'm sayin. thoughts? respond. i should update my subprofile too i guess... and my profile while i'm at it. good ol morpheus lets me set dl's to 1kps so i can surf an stuff while i DL music slowly. yeop yeop. i guess i'm done here. adios for now, Sai