so i caught a cold last week
last sunday the 15th, when it was storming i caught some gross cold. ever since i've been being half-assed at pretty much everything. now i'm skipping a second day of school and crawling into work in a few hours.
its not so much being really sick right now that's stopping me from doing anything, but being just generically drained. been sitting at home. sleeping. watching tv. sitting in front of various devil-boxes. barely mustering myself to dump soup in a bowl and stick it in the microwave to eat. i'd be sleeping right now if i didn't have work later. my fear being i'll pass out for far too long and roll into work late. which would be bad.
blur. sustenance. soup.
avoiding death.
dodging activity is somehow very a very lackluster activity.
its not so much being really sick right now that's stopping me from doing anything, but being just generically drained. been sitting at home. sleeping. watching tv. sitting in front of various devil-boxes. barely mustering myself to dump soup in a bowl and stick it in the microwave to eat. i'd be sleeping right now if i didn't have work later. my fear being i'll pass out for far too long and roll into work late. which would be bad.
blur. sustenance. soup.
avoiding death.
dodging activity is somehow very a very lackluster activity.