still sick

Nov 17, 2004 15:45


omg if i got ne sicker id have pneumonia!!!....neways im truckin along here tryin to get better...sore throat and stuffy noses suck. lalalala so i have a "B" in AWH which is really fuckin awesomei also got my first 100% on one of the quizes a nice 22/22!  i thought that was a nice thing to come back to when i came to school on tuesday neways so umm ive just been doin school and hangin out w/ josh n katie and well sittin back waitin for our break for thanksgiving...ahh i love holidays. also i have sum shit to get off my chest....i ahve been in a funk lately...taking everything in and i feel kinda different like i feel unappreciated sumtimes be ppl and i dont understand why id be unappreciated by them when they know how much i love them and how much they mean to me! i dont even think its not appreciating me i think they just go to far with shit and not thinking how it makes me feel i honestly think that maybe i should jsut becoem a bitch sumtimes and say hey u know wut im gunna let ppl know that i dont appreciate wut ur doin or saying to me....maybe i should stop being so damn thoughtful of other ppls feelings and stop tryin to be nice n peacefull and tell ppl wuts up. it also upsets me when im in a bad mood i get told that im bein a bitch but when i try n be cool and say hey dude ur bein kinda touchy i get a load of shit about it...tellin me that its not like ive never been like that and yadda yadda...im not tryin to bicth just tryin to say that i dont see how its ok for other ppl to have an attitude but when i do its not ok. w/e i guess thats just how ppl are sumtimes.

ttyl....i love u katie josh n mommy........<3
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