eat my pickle!

Sep 25, 2007 15:03

Hey Livejournal fans!!
It's been quite along time since I last posted anything.. mainly because my life has been so hectic that I haven't found the time to do a whole lot.
Since I last posted I had won my court case with Chris (he didn't even fight) and I was entitled to $411 a month in child support payments. Well that was July and here it is almost October and I haven't received a dime. As of October 1st he will owe me 1644$ or something like that..
I've come to learn that the whore he's living with is now pregnant... just another reason to not pay any support...
He'll be 30 years old on October 2nd and he's accomplished so much.. wow.
So school is going pretty well. I'll be done at the end of March. Then... who knows.. I'm hoping to move with Morgan but the destination is unknown. He wants to go back to school and I would love for him to so the plan is probably me working and him going to school.. We've narrowed it down to probably Fredericton or Halifax/Dartmouth.
Also, in my past rantings about Morgan I think I included many times the fact that he hadn't even told me he loved me.. well as of August 25, he loves me too..lol
He actually said he had felt it for awhile but was scared to say it in fear that he may jinx us...
Since then our conversations have steered in the direction of marriage and to be honest, I've never felt more ready in my life. When I was with Chris the thought of marriage scared the hell out of me... to the point where I said I would never get married. Well I dont think I've changed too much personally but it doesn't scare the hell out of to think about spending the rest of my life with Morgan.
I've already started making plans in my head but nothing offical yet. He wants to wait until I'm no longer living wit mom and dad to propose and I'm cool with that. It makes me happy to think he wants to spend his life with me too.
We do have some disagrements but nothing we can't work out. We've never really shouted at one another and we've definatly never disrespected the other to the point of name calling or insulting.. which is all Chris and I used to do.
We've been together for almost 15 months and we're not falling apart. It's a very different outlook since Chris and I were together 4 months before getting pregnant and then at each other's throats for the next 3and a half years...
Well I guess I've gone on long enough...lol
I'm very long winded haha
Hope everything starts to settle down and I can get back into some sort of normal life again...
peace!
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