they were the suckiest bunch of sucks that ever sucked....
Emma is making some cake thing in her easy bake oven. What a morning.
I'm here at mom's printing of resumes as I am still in a never ending search for a job. I applied to Advantage but haven't heard anything. I'm applying at some retail places as well... fun fun. I wish I could get paid to be a stay at home mom. That's the sweetest job of all.
So it's been awhile since I posted anything new with me. Basically because there's nothing new with me. Morgan and I are pretty much the same as we've always been. I started the depo-provera shot a little over a month ago and already it's fucked me up. Depression, increased appetite, and I'm late a full week. I'm not expecting, I've already taken a test... what a scary week.
So Chris is being more of an asshole everyday. I spoke with him on Saturday to try and figure out this week. He was supposed to take her yesterday and Tuesday and he informed me he couldn't take her either day because he worked doing "inventory" which is the same excuse he used at the beginning of the month to get out of taking Emma. Basically it means he was going out Sat night and was gonna be hung over. I dont' understand how he does it. The one he's dating now goes out with him every weekend and she has a 1 year old. I asked him who babysits her child and he said the father. I told him that I wished he cared about taking Emma as much as this guy cared about his kid. As time goes on he wants less and less to do with her but I'm the one that has to tell her and I look like the bad guy everytime.
The other night Morgan and Emma and I were in the car and Emma said. "know what i wish? I wish Morgan could be my daddy." I swear to god. I know Morgan was uncomfortable but honestly I wish that too. I mean in the last 7 months Morgan has spent more time with Emma than Chris has. Morgan works full time too and still finds time for her and me.
Chris is still refusing to pay child support because he wants MORE time with Emma. He can't even fulfill the time I've given him now...
He goes out basically every Fri and Sat night and runs it in my face that he's got plenty of money to go out. I'm pretty sure that when this legal thingy happens that he'll have to pay be for all the months he missed... what a fucking idiot..
Life is shit. Emma and Morgan make it better.
Actually the problem I had with Morgan about him not wanting to spend time with me has all but disappeared. He now enjoys spending most of his days and nights with me. Emma now has a bed and her own bedroom here at Morgans' and we stay over sometimes... I stay when I dont have Emma as well and then Morgan usually stays at my place the rest of the time. Maybe him and I moving in together in June will happen.
Anyways.. I have to go apply for some jobs and grab some breakfast with Morgan before he goes to work.
take it sleazy...
I'm here at mom's printing of resumes as I am still in a never ending search for a job. I applied to Advantage but haven't heard anything. I'm applying at some retail places as well... fun fun. I wish I could get paid to be a stay at home mom. That's the sweetest job of all.
So it's been awhile since I posted anything new with me. Basically because there's nothing new with me. Morgan and I are pretty much the same as we've always been. I started the depo-provera shot a little over a month ago and already it's fucked me up. Depression, increased appetite, and I'm late a full week. I'm not expecting, I've already taken a test... what a scary week.
So Chris is being more of an asshole everyday. I spoke with him on Saturday to try and figure out this week. He was supposed to take her yesterday and Tuesday and he informed me he couldn't take her either day because he worked doing "inventory" which is the same excuse he used at the beginning of the month to get out of taking Emma. Basically it means he was going out Sat night and was gonna be hung over. I dont' understand how he does it. The one he's dating now goes out with him every weekend and she has a 1 year old. I asked him who babysits her child and he said the father. I told him that I wished he cared about taking Emma as much as this guy cared about his kid. As time goes on he wants less and less to do with her but I'm the one that has to tell her and I look like the bad guy everytime.
The other night Morgan and Emma and I were in the car and Emma said. "know what i wish? I wish Morgan could be my daddy." I swear to god. I know Morgan was uncomfortable but honestly I wish that too. I mean in the last 7 months Morgan has spent more time with Emma than Chris has. Morgan works full time too and still finds time for her and me.
Chris is still refusing to pay child support because he wants MORE time with Emma. He can't even fulfill the time I've given him now...
He goes out basically every Fri and Sat night and runs it in my face that he's got plenty of money to go out. I'm pretty sure that when this legal thingy happens that he'll have to pay be for all the months he missed... what a fucking idiot..
Life is shit. Emma and Morgan make it better.
Actually the problem I had with Morgan about him not wanting to spend time with me has all but disappeared. He now enjoys spending most of his days and nights with me. Emma now has a bed and her own bedroom here at Morgans' and we stay over sometimes... I stay when I dont have Emma as well and then Morgan usually stays at my place the rest of the time. Maybe him and I moving in together in June will happen.
Anyways.. I have to go apply for some jobs and grab some breakfast with Morgan before he goes to work.
take it sleazy...