*sigh*
so i haven't been keeping up with writing or reading too well, but i am still a piece in existance somewhere out there.
a couple of weeks ago camphora. came down to ct to play with killateral (who happens to be my cousin & jon's band) at the space in hamden. it was awesome to see them! i miss them and they miss me. they're moving to virginia in the summer and said i have to come visit them, i agree. after the show cory, ryan and nick came back to my cousin's and stayed over. i came back and hung out for a while. being it was not only them, but also jon and sergio, there was an interesting vibe in the room.... i enjoyed it. hehe. jon seemed a little protective, though he'll never admit it, he's slightly threatened by the boys. it also made me realize how much i miss doing video stuff too. i watched the stuff i made at mcla and i realized how much i want to get back in the field, it also made me miss being at mcla. there was more mcla memories provoked that weeked, sarah, karl, jon and i went to go see "bat boy" at hole in the wall theater and it made me happy- it was difficult retaining from singing along, and a few parts i just couldn't resist the temptation, lol.
in other news i started school and holy crap am i overwhelmed! i am taking 4 classes, all of which involve a great deal of reading and a good number of field hours so i talked to the sped teacher at vance that has the 2nd & 3rd grade behavior boys, and he said i could use them any time, so i'm going to. he may regret saying that. the boys like me in there for some reason, for the most part. i stopped in their gym class the other day and they were trying to teach me to play basketball. i told them that i guess basketball just wasn't my thing and they asked what was and i said i didn't know and one of them said teaching was. they are so cute. when i said i'm in that room most teachers cringe, but i tell them i like it in there. although i was in there for the afternoon yesterday and i saw how it can be very intense at times. it's sad, and scary that these kids have these suicidal thoughts at such a young age. it will definitly be an experience spending all this time with these boys.
so ya that;s been it. i gotta go to sleep. i just got home from class like an hour ago so i was pretty wide awake but now i'm fading out. i came home and jon was falling asleep. it really makes you feel loved when you walk in and say hello and your boyfriend turns the other way so his back is at you, but i'm sure that's cause he's sleeping.... though i wonder if it stems deeper than that.... he's going away this weekend, it would be nice if we spent any time together this week. he's been busy all week except tonite when i had class. he's supposed to have band tomorrow nite cause it was cancelled tonite but i made a comment that i'd like to see him one nite before he goes, we'll see what happens with that.
with one last thought i gotta bring cody to the vet tomorrow, i've been trying all week but that cat does not want to get in the cat carrier! i've tried everything. today lindsay armed herself with thick gloves and her winter coat (to prevent his mountain lion claws from tearing into her flesh) and picked him up and tried shoving him in- he fought so much that he broke the clip off of one of the sides that closes it! i'm gonna try putting him in a bigger one tomorrow. we have diesel's old one so we'll see how that goes. i have to bring him in to get a skin spot checked out on the back of his neck, i hope it's not skin cancer. it kind of resembles it, but it could be skin irritation. i hope he'll be ok he's my baby! speaking of baby, my aunt's dog was diagnosed terminal :( very sad- that's what makes me so worried about cody. well anywho on that sad note i'll keep ya'll posted, but for now i have to get some rest cause i have my evil 5th grade class tomorrow afternoon, luckily it's just for 1/2 a day.
a couple of weeks ago camphora. came down to ct to play with killateral (who happens to be my cousin & jon's band) at the space in hamden. it was awesome to see them! i miss them and they miss me. they're moving to virginia in the summer and said i have to come visit them, i agree. after the show cory, ryan and nick came back to my cousin's and stayed over. i came back and hung out for a while. being it was not only them, but also jon and sergio, there was an interesting vibe in the room.... i enjoyed it. hehe. jon seemed a little protective, though he'll never admit it, he's slightly threatened by the boys. it also made me realize how much i miss doing video stuff too. i watched the stuff i made at mcla and i realized how much i want to get back in the field, it also made me miss being at mcla. there was more mcla memories provoked that weeked, sarah, karl, jon and i went to go see "bat boy" at hole in the wall theater and it made me happy- it was difficult retaining from singing along, and a few parts i just couldn't resist the temptation, lol.
in other news i started school and holy crap am i overwhelmed! i am taking 4 classes, all of which involve a great deal of reading and a good number of field hours so i talked to the sped teacher at vance that has the 2nd & 3rd grade behavior boys, and he said i could use them any time, so i'm going to. he may regret saying that. the boys like me in there for some reason, for the most part. i stopped in their gym class the other day and they were trying to teach me to play basketball. i told them that i guess basketball just wasn't my thing and they asked what was and i said i didn't know and one of them said teaching was. they are so cute. when i said i'm in that room most teachers cringe, but i tell them i like it in there. although i was in there for the afternoon yesterday and i saw how it can be very intense at times. it's sad, and scary that these kids have these suicidal thoughts at such a young age. it will definitly be an experience spending all this time with these boys.
so ya that;s been it. i gotta go to sleep. i just got home from class like an hour ago so i was pretty wide awake but now i'm fading out. i came home and jon was falling asleep. it really makes you feel loved when you walk in and say hello and your boyfriend turns the other way so his back is at you, but i'm sure that's cause he's sleeping.... though i wonder if it stems deeper than that.... he's going away this weekend, it would be nice if we spent any time together this week. he's been busy all week except tonite when i had class. he's supposed to have band tomorrow nite cause it was cancelled tonite but i made a comment that i'd like to see him one nite before he goes, we'll see what happens with that.
with one last thought i gotta bring cody to the vet tomorrow, i've been trying all week but that cat does not want to get in the cat carrier! i've tried everything. today lindsay armed herself with thick gloves and her winter coat (to prevent his mountain lion claws from tearing into her flesh) and picked him up and tried shoving him in- he fought so much that he broke the clip off of one of the sides that closes it! i'm gonna try putting him in a bigger one tomorrow. we have diesel's old one so we'll see how that goes. i have to bring him in to get a skin spot checked out on the back of his neck, i hope it's not skin cancer. it kind of resembles it, but it could be skin irritation. i hope he'll be ok he's my baby! speaking of baby, my aunt's dog was diagnosed terminal :( very sad- that's what makes me so worried about cody. well anywho on that sad note i'll keep ya'll posted, but for now i have to get some rest cause i have my evil 5th grade class tomorrow afternoon, luckily it's just for 1/2 a day.