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Oct 27, 2004 20:46

um wow, so yea linz is pissed at me again. lovely. what the hell did i do? the only thing i can be accused of is caring too much. sorr y for caring? sorry for loving you? sory for being a friend. if i'm sorry is what you wanna here you got it, but don't block me for unjust reasons, esspecially if you won't tell me whats wrong.

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_remembr2forget October 27 2004, 18:02:18 UTC
oh my god, alley. you seriously need to chill out. didnt i tell you just last week to stop talking about me all over your lj? it's not like everyone already hates me and now you have to make even more people get on my back?

look, youre always asking me how im doing. so for once i say that i could be doing better. no it doesnt mean that im being suicidal and you have to be worried. it means that i could be doing better. like, i could be getting straight a's, have a wonderful boyfriend, and not get into fights. yeah that would be the only time i would answer 'good' to your question. and even if i did just say 'good', you would ask sometime like 'why isn't it great?'. if not, you would go on about how you want to cut and how life sucks and blah blah. well quit bringing me down, okay? you tried to make me feel bad because i couldnt sleep over ur house. its not my fucking fault i couldnt. now i could go on forever, but im not going to. i know that youre just going to go off and cut and burn and cry yourself to sleep, so im going to stop here.

CHILL THE FUCK OUT. THIS IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD.

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lil_noble13 October 27 2004, 18:27:07 UTC
i care and i keep caring until i can't care anymore. i'm sick of you always hurting me, you do it way too much. you make me feel like crap, you make me want to cut, hell you make me want to die sometimes. amd its not that you couldn't sleep over, it was what you said after and how i could of had a gun to my head and you wouldn't of cared. its how even when i try to make u like me more you turn around and tell me how much you hate me. right i am just a fucking horrible person for caring about you. and no it may not be the end of your world, but it feels like the end of mine...

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