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life is quite strange at the age of 18. At the moment, i feel as if i have this emotional shell blocking me from some other emotion i should be feeling. I feel as if i have nothing to say to anyone, almost as if i am just not able to be aware of certain things, or connects one thing to another. could be the drugs i did, they could of messed up some chemicals in my head social skillz wise. Good thing I am seeking professional help! hehe. For the most part i am happy. Just trying to focus and have a clear channel of energy that is ready to recieve information...or something.