GAYYY
Ok so today i slept till 2 which was sick....then i drove with Lauren to Seabrook to get cigaretts...then i came home for dinner and went out with Brian...we watched a documentary on surfing which was cool..then i ate all of the food in his house becuase we me not smoking anymore i am hungry lol and i am also aggrivated with everything and i think i am having these mood swings becuase i am done smoking... its weird i am getting sick and tired of being alone and the one that i want, wants his ex and the one that wants me is a pain.... but i am getting very much annoyed... for the longest time i had no problem with not having a bf but i cant get this one off my mind no matter what i do...i havent like a guy in 2 years and i finally really like this one and i know i cant have him...grrr... LOVE IS FOR GAYS!!!!! but i am also getting fed up with work school and family and i would love to just shut myself off from everyone and be able to collect my thoughts on what i need to do although i prolly shouldnt get myseld a bf becuase they screw me up in school i really wanna have this one...ok i am done bitching for now i need sometime to think so i can bitch some more tomorrow TA TA FOR NOW muah