feelin like shit
After last night i dont wanna go no where at all besides my own neighborhood. the shit i was in and seen last night make me wanna scream cry and laugh all at the same time.
Tiffany and Cassie think they are hard core bitches who run shit and they dont. before they got here, things were all good. i would go down to the park and chilwith who ever and no one would say shit. i was the only little white girl up there.
Then two other girls showed up name Tiffany and Cassie. I guess they felt like "i was taking away all theyre black men" (or whatever the hell they said), but they are white too!!! so what the hell is there fuckin issues?!!
So they come to RD's to fight which never happened cuz i aint gonna fight them...for 2 reasons.
1.) i am only 5 feet tall and about 94 pounds.
2.) if i tell them to bring there shit and lets tap, they aint gonna show up with just them, it'll be them and whoever else they manage to scroung up along the way.
FUCK THAT...
so now i just sit here and wonder whats gonna go on tonight since my bu bu prolly got locked up last night over some bullshit. (i have no idea what is up with me and guys.) i swear to god, everytime i get close to a dude, i am either ript away from THEM, or THEY are taken away from ME.
Bryan, my man for almost 2 years...all of a sudden when things were just startin to get good, the cops camed and took us out of kalamazoo and put us in muskegon within the matter of hours because of my mothers stupid decisions to fight a sherrifs deputy.
Darsell, my man (for i donna how long) we were doin real good and i never thought it would end. we were together almost every day doin stupid shit. I loved this kid with everything and then all of a sudden i get a call tellin me "bye" cuz he had to go virginia. Then he tells me he is going to school there. He ended up moving to new orleans and is going to school there right now. so it'll be a WHILE before he come back.
Then, i got over him (for the most part), and met another dude who was real cool. i like him alot and i knew from when we first were chillin that i was into this dude. i donno what it was about him but i liked it. so we started talkin and we been chillin togther alot. then... he left and he got flict and i "assume" that he got locked. but we'll see.
so thats basically it for now....till later when i can come back and give some up dates on whats "really" good.
2:44........ yup im back and nope, he never was locked up (so i herd) and he is still doin everything he usually do so thats one highlight of my day and then sams mom broked the news to her that shes not on punishment no more so we can finally go out and do shit as our little tree-o agian. we are gonna make sure this is gonna be a night we will never forget. LIL SAM, BIG SAM, SLOW SARAH....yup...cant nobody out due us...and that some real shit right there.
HOLLA AT YO GURL!
Tiffany and Cassie think they are hard core bitches who run shit and they dont. before they got here, things were all good. i would go down to the park and chilwith who ever and no one would say shit. i was the only little white girl up there.
Then two other girls showed up name Tiffany and Cassie. I guess they felt like "i was taking away all theyre black men" (or whatever the hell they said), but they are white too!!! so what the hell is there fuckin issues?!!
So they come to RD's to fight which never happened cuz i aint gonna fight them...for 2 reasons.
1.) i am only 5 feet tall and about 94 pounds.
2.) if i tell them to bring there shit and lets tap, they aint gonna show up with just them, it'll be them and whoever else they manage to scroung up along the way.
FUCK THAT...
so now i just sit here and wonder whats gonna go on tonight since my bu bu prolly got locked up last night over some bullshit. (i have no idea what is up with me and guys.) i swear to god, everytime i get close to a dude, i am either ript away from THEM, or THEY are taken away from ME.
Bryan, my man for almost 2 years...all of a sudden when things were just startin to get good, the cops camed and took us out of kalamazoo and put us in muskegon within the matter of hours because of my mothers stupid decisions to fight a sherrifs deputy.
Darsell, my man (for i donna how long) we were doin real good and i never thought it would end. we were together almost every day doin stupid shit. I loved this kid with everything and then all of a sudden i get a call tellin me "bye" cuz he had to go virginia. Then he tells me he is going to school there. He ended up moving to new orleans and is going to school there right now. so it'll be a WHILE before he come back.
Then, i got over him (for the most part), and met another dude who was real cool. i like him alot and i knew from when we first were chillin that i was into this dude. i donno what it was about him but i liked it. so we started talkin and we been chillin togther alot. then... he left and he got flict and i "assume" that he got locked. but we'll see.
so thats basically it for now....till later when i can come back and give some up dates on whats "really" good.
2:44........ yup im back and nope, he never was locked up (so i herd) and he is still doin everything he usually do so thats one highlight of my day and then sams mom broked the news to her that shes not on punishment no more so we can finally go out and do shit as our little tree-o agian. we are gonna make sure this is gonna be a night we will never forget. LIL SAM, BIG SAM, SLOW SARAH....yup...cant nobody out due us...and that some real shit right there.
HOLLA AT YO GURL!