-|-Maybe I'm addicted I'm out of control-|-
Hey guys whats up not much here watching The Peach Bowl-Tennessee and Clemson(17-7 Clemson)..shit that sucks really bad!! GET EM BIG ORANGE!! well I havent updated in a while!!! lol i hate updating!! so im goin to update now!
\\*Wednesday--I spent the night with Laurisa...hahahah we laughed all night!! talked to Jeremy and watching The Ring!! and the New Guy...lol its so funny!! Laurisa you and the Eagle strut!! lol ur so funny!!! Well we watched the ball drop on MTV!!!
//*Thursday--We woke up at 4 cuz Jeremy called and woke us up!!! awww i was so tired...then i called dad and told him to come and get me, dad got there like at 5ish!! i came home and chilled out!! Jeremy called from Butlers and we talked for a while, I tried to finish watching Lord of the Rings and of course im still not finished!!! lol! Well me and Jeremy called Bekah and Jordan and talked, omg it was so freaking funny!! well me and Jeremy got off the phone with them and talked just about all night!! lol very interesting convo!! lol, its okay that you have to suffer!! (oh yea Vols just scored now is 17-14) we talked till about 4ish and we went to bed cuz i had to get up at 7:30 the next morning!! well half way thru the night almost midnight Justin called and i decided that i was goin to do it....break up with him, cuz i was tired of pretending that i was happy all the time!! so i got Bekah to do it for me!! thanks!!! well Justin called a few mins after that!! omg i didnt know what to tell him!! so i told him that i was scared that he was goin to start being like he was again and he told me that that was crap!! and then i told him that we cud still be friends and he said okay!! i know he wasnt to happy about that, but he will have to live with it!!!
\\*Friday--Well i woke up at 7:30, i set the alarm for 8:15 and got up then and got ready, dad didnt have to work so he took me to practice. well we got there and we had to run of course...awww i hate running my asthma started for the 1st time in a long time!! aaww it hurt today, what i felt today i have never felt before in my life, well i set out for a while and then i went back in and we went over some plays for a long time and then we play each other and i scored a 3 pter!! and then we got our partners and had to shoot 50 shots!! lol me and Meg(horse goofed off the whole time) well the boys had practice today so CJ came down there and talked to me, and he asked me why i did what i done!! well i told him that i just wanted to be friends and he told me that eagle loved me and i told him whatever!! and then he started being and asshole and that pissed me off!!! and then Brent and CJ both told me that they hated me and i told them that i didnt care!! and then they tried to apologize...and i wasnt buying it!! they had a game today in Norton...GOOD LUCK!! well we all have a game tomar in Wise!! we play first and i hope we win but i dont know whats goin to go down!! but well i just thought id update!!
My b-day is in 3 days!!! yay and we have to go back to school and plus i have a damn game!!! lol oh well!!
i want to leave this lyrics for that person!!
"Addicted"
Have I told you how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?
[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.
I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.
[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.
When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all...
I lose it all...
I lose it all.
I lose it all...
Nah nah nah
nah nah nah....
Nah nah nah nah nah nah.....
nah nah nah nah nah nah....
You're the only reason,
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying,
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,
Don't want to lose it all,
Don't want to lose it all,
I'm trying, I'm trying..
I'm trying ...
Yeah, you know I'm addicted,
You know I'm addicted,
Yeah, you know I'm addicted....
i love that song...well talk to you all some other time!!
Shauna
GO WILDCATS BEAT THE INDIANS
\\*Wednesday--I spent the night with Laurisa...hahahah we laughed all night!! talked to Jeremy and watching The Ring!! and the New Guy...lol its so funny!! Laurisa you and the Eagle strut!! lol ur so funny!!! Well we watched the ball drop on MTV!!!
//*Thursday--We woke up at 4 cuz Jeremy called and woke us up!!! awww i was so tired...then i called dad and told him to come and get me, dad got there like at 5ish!! i came home and chilled out!! Jeremy called from Butlers and we talked for a while, I tried to finish watching Lord of the Rings and of course im still not finished!!! lol! Well me and Jeremy called Bekah and Jordan and talked, omg it was so freaking funny!! well me and Jeremy got off the phone with them and talked just about all night!! lol very interesting convo!! lol, its okay that you have to suffer!! (oh yea Vols just scored now is 17-14) we talked till about 4ish and we went to bed cuz i had to get up at 7:30 the next morning!! well half way thru the night almost midnight Justin called and i decided that i was goin to do it....break up with him, cuz i was tired of pretending that i was happy all the time!! so i got Bekah to do it for me!! thanks!!! well Justin called a few mins after that!! omg i didnt know what to tell him!! so i told him that i was scared that he was goin to start being like he was again and he told me that that was crap!! and then i told him that we cud still be friends and he said okay!! i know he wasnt to happy about that, but he will have to live with it!!!
\\*Friday--Well i woke up at 7:30, i set the alarm for 8:15 and got up then and got ready, dad didnt have to work so he took me to practice. well we got there and we had to run of course...awww i hate running my asthma started for the 1st time in a long time!! aaww it hurt today, what i felt today i have never felt before in my life, well i set out for a while and then i went back in and we went over some plays for a long time and then we play each other and i scored a 3 pter!! and then we got our partners and had to shoot 50 shots!! lol me and Meg(horse goofed off the whole time) well the boys had practice today so CJ came down there and talked to me, and he asked me why i did what i done!! well i told him that i just wanted to be friends and he told me that eagle loved me and i told him whatever!! and then he started being and asshole and that pissed me off!!! and then Brent and CJ both told me that they hated me and i told them that i didnt care!! and then they tried to apologize...and i wasnt buying it!! they had a game today in Norton...GOOD LUCK!! well we all have a game tomar in Wise!! we play first and i hope we win but i dont know whats goin to go down!! but well i just thought id update!!
My b-day is in 3 days!!! yay and we have to go back to school and plus i have a damn game!!! lol oh well!!
i want to leave this lyrics for that person!!
"Addicted"
Have I told you how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?
[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.
I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.
[Chorus:]
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.
When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all...
I lose it all...
I lose it all.
I lose it all...
Nah nah nah
nah nah nah....
Nah nah nah nah nah nah.....
nah nah nah nah nah nah....
You're the only reason,
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying,
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,
Don't want to lose it all,
Don't want to lose it all,
I'm trying, I'm trying..
I'm trying ...
Yeah, you know I'm addicted,
You know I'm addicted,
Yeah, you know I'm addicted....
i love that song...well talk to you all some other time!!
Shauna
GO WILDCATS BEAT THE INDIANS