sick, tired but most importantly sooo happy
Well then. I'm still figuring out what I'm supposed to do with this LJ thing. I got it to make it easier to give feedback to the fics I read. The rest I'm still kind of figuring out.
Some people friended me. Yay! That was cool. Not sure what you're going to read, though. I don't post any fics of my own, yet. But if I ever get around to finishing some of the stuff I have in my head, this will be a great place to do it.
So still... LJ, me doing something with it... Just sitting here I think I like just writing down stuff. It's calming in a strange way. I think I might do just that. Write. Even if no one reads it. Don't care really. I'm thinking this will be my little place for airing my head, and if anyone wants to read, go right ahead :) Might be fun to just ramble on now and then, about whatever.
Okay then. Doing that now.
So, I'm sick. Think I got it from my newly acquired... boyfriend?, guy I'm dating?, man on my mind most of my waking (and sleeping) hours? Not sure of whether or not we have labels yet. I don't particularly mind at the moment. Right now we're just... us. And I like that very much. It's been 18 days. Wow, that sounds short! Two weeks and four days. Naw, still sounds short. Doesn't feel that short though. It's all just, brilliant. And so nice. My head is fluffy clouds and kittens. And right now I have the biggest smile on my face just thinking about it. It's like... guh! I don't know what it's like! Lovely?
We're getting comfortable around each other. That's really great. First it was a little tentative. I'd come over and sit don on his sofa, a little insecure of what to do with myself, and he'd offer me tea or something, he always offers me tea :) he's so adorably English, and I'd accept. Then we'd sit and watch TV, talk a little now and then, sit close but not really touching. Then later we'd watch something else, and I'd snuggle up next to him, he'd put his arm around me. I was still a bit nervous about to do though, but it was still nice. If stayed for the night it was so nice to just lie and let him hold me. Not a lot more than kissing and slightly straying hands, though. With night clothes on.
Now, I walk in the door, hang off my jacket and I'm there with my arms around his neck, kissing him like he's the only thing in the world right then. Hands are going most places, I've realised the thought of my hands straying somewhere certain doesn't scare me much, just makes me a bit coy. I'm finding myself reminding myself to stick to my "deadline" of sorts, which is to wait at least a month with having sex. I never want to think back on this and wish we'd gone slower. We'll see what happens, but at least a month. Maybe more.
He makes me feel so beautiful.
Don't have time to ramble much more. Should go off to sleep this cold off. Wish I wasn't sleeping alone though. Gotta find time to go over to his place the next few days. Just miss him. Mmmm, cuddling.
Well then.
Hugs!
Some people friended me. Yay! That was cool. Not sure what you're going to read, though. I don't post any fics of my own, yet. But if I ever get around to finishing some of the stuff I have in my head, this will be a great place to do it.
So still... LJ, me doing something with it... Just sitting here I think I like just writing down stuff. It's calming in a strange way. I think I might do just that. Write. Even if no one reads it. Don't care really. I'm thinking this will be my little place for airing my head, and if anyone wants to read, go right ahead :) Might be fun to just ramble on now and then, about whatever.
Okay then. Doing that now.
So, I'm sick. Think I got it from my newly acquired... boyfriend?, guy I'm dating?, man on my mind most of my waking (and sleeping) hours? Not sure of whether or not we have labels yet. I don't particularly mind at the moment. Right now we're just... us. And I like that very much. It's been 18 days. Wow, that sounds short! Two weeks and four days. Naw, still sounds short. Doesn't feel that short though. It's all just, brilliant. And so nice. My head is fluffy clouds and kittens. And right now I have the biggest smile on my face just thinking about it. It's like... guh! I don't know what it's like! Lovely?
We're getting comfortable around each other. That's really great. First it was a little tentative. I'd come over and sit don on his sofa, a little insecure of what to do with myself, and he'd offer me tea or something, he always offers me tea :) he's so adorably English, and I'd accept. Then we'd sit and watch TV, talk a little now and then, sit close but not really touching. Then later we'd watch something else, and I'd snuggle up next to him, he'd put his arm around me. I was still a bit nervous about to do though, but it was still nice. If stayed for the night it was so nice to just lie and let him hold me. Not a lot more than kissing and slightly straying hands, though. With night clothes on.
Now, I walk in the door, hang off my jacket and I'm there with my arms around his neck, kissing him like he's the only thing in the world right then. Hands are going most places, I've realised the thought of my hands straying somewhere certain doesn't scare me much, just makes me a bit coy. I'm finding myself reminding myself to stick to my "deadline" of sorts, which is to wait at least a month with having sex. I never want to think back on this and wish we'd gone slower. We'll see what happens, but at least a month. Maybe more.
He makes me feel so beautiful.
Don't have time to ramble much more. Should go off to sleep this cold off. Wish I wasn't sleeping alone though. Gotta find time to go over to his place the next few days. Just miss him. Mmmm, cuddling.
Well then.
Hugs!