Apr 26, 2004 15:39
Well WOW I havent written in here in a long time.. Seriously... nothing new.. grounded as always. cuz of stupid coach howes class! i'm tellin' you that guy doesnt like me... prolly cuz i don't play sports! but we definetly wont go there.
So Sandra left on Friday for South Africa... that is such an opportunity- shes a lucky girl.But its been hell since she has left.. Becky and Lisa are in a fight. My "dating" shit isnt working really well cuz SOMEONE is getting a little too attached and all the fucking drama is coming with it... this is exactly why i didnt wanna get involved with ANYone.. its fucking freshmen year all over again. I don't wanna live in the past. I need some advice. prolly from Erynn cuz she is very outspoken, and I took her advice last time and it was great... I didnt focus on guys, and i had like no drama or anything at all and i even got my grades up. so yeah. But back to this Becky and Lisa fight... I really dont know what to say to Becky cuz I dont want her to be mean and I don't want her to get mad at me.. but best friends are suppost to give there opinion and advice, right? okay. so I am not picking any sides or anything but I really think that Beck is getting too attached to Derek, cuz oh man Lisa and him have been good friends since like 8th grade. I dont want Becky to think i'm going against her cuz i'm not, I see where she is coming from too. and thats why we all fight, because we all have different points-of-view of things. Beck- the only reason why i'm saying you're too attached is because I was once too and I realize and regret now for accusing my good friends for flirting and stuff towards him. Now- I realize how ridiculous I was being, and I don't want you to have that feeling. And also if your getting mad at your friends, what do you have to say about your boyfriend? Girls-please don't fight. US girls are suppost to stick together! like glue!
Anyways I have to work today, with Holly Dolly! I'm so upset, everyones hours are getting cut at work. I gotta find a new job. maybe i'll go work at subway with Lisaaa.
OMG! I cannot wait til' summer! i'll be UNgrounded.. frickin party dude! all the partying I missed during the school year. I can't believe there is only 4 weeks left..thats so crazy. okay well I need to go get ready for work now. i'll try and write again soon.
<333 you guys xoxoxo
<3 Kalie