i think i want someone... *special*
Well today has been pretty good. It's my little brothers 15th birthday today. and I have to work, so he decided he wanted to come to Fuddies and eat for his b-day.
There is a Home baseball game today and i can't go cuz of work! GrRrrR.. but there is one tomorrow too so i'm going to that one with Nicole and Sandra.
Brandon's mom is having a little party thing tonight and she invited my mom. I was suppost to go too but it is at 7, and my mom doesnt know if she wants to go without me. I told her to just go.
Lately I have been trying to.. become better friends with Brandon. cuz i hate the fact that we arent good friends.
So I guess Matt really wants me. But its kinda funny cuz he is always with Shelby when I see him and like when i ask about her he is like "Ooh no no no, I don't like Shelby she is a stupid slut." but then i see him with her and he is all happy. so yeah, i'm definetly NOT going to get in the middle of that. plus, i just dont like Matt that way.
Well there is one boy out of the picture, playerrr ass Dennis. All he wants is sex. but he ain't getting it from me. Guys are so f*en dumb. They only think with their smaller heads. The day I find a guy that is decent and thinks more with his other head then that will be the guy. HA! that will never happen. So anyways, I don't like anyone right now. But one person I have noticed has kinda looked at me and I have kinda looked at him... but i would totally prefer not to say who it is. I DEFINETLY do NOT want to get into that again.
But yeah. I just kinda keepin' it real i guess. Although I do feel kinda alone....I dont wanna show it though.
OH WOW- I decided to work full time over summer((to save up some $$)) so I can get an apartment next year! ((AHH exciting!)) so I was talking to my dad about it last night and he was giving me all this info. and stuff. And then he was saying that as long as I'm in school he will help me with me funds. I was like YES!! but I hope Becky still wants to be part of it. cuz I know for a fact I will not be able to live on my own.. like finaccally... see i can't even spell it! lol.
Well I have to go get ready for work now.
luv yas xoxoxoxoox
<333333 Kalie
((Sorry if none of my shit made sense today.... I feel all wierd today??))
**All I got to keep me movin' on is memories of you...**
**miss you.. i miss you..**
There is a Home baseball game today and i can't go cuz of work! GrRrrR.. but there is one tomorrow too so i'm going to that one with Nicole and Sandra.
Brandon's mom is having a little party thing tonight and she invited my mom. I was suppost to go too but it is at 7, and my mom doesnt know if she wants to go without me. I told her to just go.
Lately I have been trying to.. become better friends with Brandon. cuz i hate the fact that we arent good friends.
So I guess Matt really wants me. But its kinda funny cuz he is always with Shelby when I see him and like when i ask about her he is like "Ooh no no no, I don't like Shelby she is a stupid slut." but then i see him with her and he is all happy. so yeah, i'm definetly NOT going to get in the middle of that. plus, i just dont like Matt that way.
Well there is one boy out of the picture, playerrr ass Dennis. All he wants is sex. but he ain't getting it from me. Guys are so f*en dumb. They only think with their smaller heads. The day I find a guy that is decent and thinks more with his other head then that will be the guy. HA! that will never happen. So anyways, I don't like anyone right now. But one person I have noticed has kinda looked at me and I have kinda looked at him... but i would totally prefer not to say who it is. I DEFINETLY do NOT want to get into that again.
But yeah. I just kinda keepin' it real i guess. Although I do feel kinda alone....I dont wanna show it though.
OH WOW- I decided to work full time over summer((to save up some $$)) so I can get an apartment next year! ((AHH exciting!)) so I was talking to my dad about it last night and he was giving me all this info. and stuff. And then he was saying that as long as I'm in school he will help me with me funds. I was like YES!! but I hope Becky still wants to be part of it. cuz I know for a fact I will not be able to live on my own.. like finaccally... see i can't even spell it! lol.
Well I have to go get ready for work now.
luv yas xoxoxoxoox
<333333 Kalie
((Sorry if none of my shit made sense today.... I feel all wierd today??))
**All I got to keep me movin' on is memories of you...**
**miss you.. i miss you..**