tiiiiiiiired.
Today
boring..
woke up, went to freakin church, came home, got ready, went to work, came home.
How FuN. Well at least i dont have to work very much this week. but ppl will prolly end up calling me asking me to take their damn shifts.
work..
okay, we werent TOO busy, but there are some freakin lazy ass ppl that i work with, so i ended up doing like double everything. and i STILL got off EARLY. whoop whoop. i'm good. yah coleman came in to say hey. he was like the last person i expected to see come in. weeeeird. yah him and this other guy only stayed for like 5 min tho. But yes.
Tommarow.
school... NO WORK! yay.. not sure what i'm going to do yet. hopefully get OUT of my house.
this weekend..
it was okay.. nothing too exciting. Friday was kinda fun. Saturday sucked my left ass cheek. And today i really didnt do ne thing besides stuff i had to.
other.
i feel like no matter what i do... ur are mad at me, and there is nothing i can do to make you smile. And i feel like you are always trying to hint that you are pist off.. but you WONT say what it is. i am sorRie things dont always work they way that you want them too. but please dont take it out on me. especially if i dint do ANYTHING ((purposely)) because you know that i wouldnt do it on purpose. if i am doing something that's pissing you off. just TELL ME, dont keep it in because you know that i want to make it so that we are cool, and you are happy.
next other..
i am confused as all hell. dont know what to do. dont know what you are thinking. dont know what you want me to think. seems like u change ur mind everyday. want it back, but scared. dont know what you want??? i am fine how things are now, but i wish they were better ((liek they could be)).
DONT Know what you want me to do. dont know what TO do. OBviousLy.. i need to get a clue. or just OPEN my eyes. lol.
other other other..
dont know how to say it.
How come i cant just say what i'm trying to get out!?! lol.
school.
sucks my RIGHT ass cheek. still faling behind. STILL cant get my grades up. GAY.
BUUUT.. exited for eViT. Hopefully i'll like it. wish someone i KNEW was coming with me! ahh!
Right now..
should be studying or doing homework or EXERSIZING. i wish it wasnt so freakin cold in my house. ABOUT ready for bed.
WAiTinG..
WaiTiNg..
WaiTinG...
Going to bed now.
See ((most of you)) in the morning..
and for the others! mUAH i miss you <3 you. call me.. TtYl!
<3 ALL of YOU! muah!!XoxooXOoxoxo