James.. close ur eyes

[lil_miss_2424]

o god.. i love life.. i love work.. i love james.. i love my life.. (u didn't read all of that james)it's so fucken awesome.. i just wanna run.. well not far cuz i wouldn't make it very long especially because i was a chain smoker last nite.. i gotta stop that.. i hate it and i know its not really appealing to james when i come to kiss him and smell like smoke.. GROOOSSSEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!... so let's see.. i said something i shouldn't have last nite.. but i'm glad i got it off my chest.. i couldn't take keeping it away from him.. i tell james everything.. like when zack calls or texts me i don't hide anything half of the time if i'm with james and i get a text i give james the phone and he reads it before i do.. i'm not ever going to lie to him.. and that's gonna be hard.. i lie everyday but... i really really like james and i don't want to loose him.. he's the best guy that i have ever met.. he treats me like im gold.. everytime i see him i get excited.. kinda weird but it's the best feeling to know that u really like someone and they feel the same.. knowing that ur not gonna get in trouble or yelled at or punched or put down.. james would never do that.. u know how i know.. (he's scared to piss off the old man) lol.. just kidding babe.. but its nice to feel safe.. i'm not used to it.. thats why i freaked the other nite.. but im scared.. i was all fucked up in my last relationship and it's haunting me and i don't want to do anything that would result in loosing james and i think that's what made me freak.. knowing that i am falling hard and i could ruin it with a few words.. but i need to look at the brighter side.. and realize that i do care for him and im not gonna hurt him and i love just laughin with him.. how about this.. yesterday i left work to pick him up from school cuz jvs is fucking retarded and screwed up his car.. well anyways.. im not feeling to good and i let him drive.. no biggy so when we get home im in the best mood.. i freak and start attacking i guess u can say i knocked him over and kissed him everywhere.. i thought it was funny u might think its lame.. i don't really care.. but we took a nap before i went to work.. and it's just fun we don't do anything.. we just chill sleep apparently i snore lol.. but he twitches.. Bad.. :( it makes me giggle.. but when im with him i am NEVER bored.. he might think i am but as long as i'm with him.. i'm happy.. :D

ok well i'm late for work and i have 9 hours ahead of me so.. have a wonderful night and i'll talk to you all later!!

-Danielle aka mighty mouse lol!!!