DAMN!!
man o man.. its been a long fricken time since i've updated this thing.. sooo.. i figured i'd say a little something.. life is ok.. on the boy part.. well that sucks.. but everything else is a ok.. i made homecoming court for jvs.. kinda weird but its cool.. i'm taking josh morris to homecoming.. he's the most hilarious kid that i know.. i mean when i try to have a convo with him .. i usually cry because he makes me laugh so hard.. hold on switching periods.. i'll write more later.. ok im back.. so lets see i think im single again.. well from what happened since 3rd period until 7th.. i think im single.. o boy.. thats another story.. but anyways.. let's go on with this journal entry.. umm.. I still work at the damn pretzel place.. Jarrod and me were getting alone fine untill we starting talking about stuff that a relationship should consist of.. and he just doesn't give a shit so that's interesting.. he doesn't give a shit about me.. yeah i know that he has a crush on me and i have a crush on him i guess you can say but i really don't think that me and him were meant to be together.. just friends.. and im really sorry to everyone who i screwed over because of him.. that was wrong of me and i apologize.. but life goes on.. we all fuck up and we have to learn to deal with it.. i have three crushes.. i don't wanna be with one (jarrod.. because we can't agree) and the other two.. it'll just never happen.. the one knows about it and he agrees but he's best friends with jarrod.. so that'll never work.. well i don't think it will but he seems to think it will.. and the other asked tracy for my number but i know it'll never happen.. ok well i'm done with boys.. its dumb to stress myself over them.. im just gonna go with the flow..
so after high school.. its looking good for the air force.. me and marshall are going but jarrod told me he wanted to go now that his girlfriend and best friend are going but i think he's gonna change his mind since only his best friend is going since i don't think we're together anymore.. but o well.. then after the airforce.. i think law school will be the next move I make..
gabby's getting married next year.. im so excited.. i told u that i would wear a pink dress for her so u know shes my best friend and im so happy for her because i would never do that for anyone else... lol
my gma is making my homecoming dress.. im excited.. its going to be pretty..
ok im in a bad mood.. and i need a cigarette.. have a great day
so after high school.. its looking good for the air force.. me and marshall are going but jarrod told me he wanted to go now that his girlfriend and best friend are going but i think he's gonna change his mind since only his best friend is going since i don't think we're together anymore.. but o well.. then after the airforce.. i think law school will be the next move I make..
gabby's getting married next year.. im so excited.. i told u that i would wear a pink dress for her so u know shes my best friend and im so happy for her because i would never do that for anyone else... lol
my gma is making my homecoming dress.. im excited.. its going to be pretty..
ok im in a bad mood.. and i need a cigarette.. have a great day