A Question for Someone who Never reads my LJ
We both hurt each other, and could of handled situations better in the past than we did. I apologized on my end, I cried, I riddled myself with guilt over what happened to us, I even begged you to let me try to fix it...you said no.
It took months to want to get up in the morning, to quit looking at the knife, and to finally be able to say I'm happy with someone new. Right now, I'm probably the happiest I've been in a long time, even during the time I was with you.
So now, when I'm happy, when life finally doesn't feel akward anymore because you're not in it...why must I wake up in tears because I still dream of you?
Why in my dreams are you always cruel?
It took months to want to get up in the morning, to quit looking at the knife, and to finally be able to say I'm happy with someone new. Right now, I'm probably the happiest I've been in a long time, even during the time I was with you.
So now, when I'm happy, when life finally doesn't feel akward anymore because you're not in it...why must I wake up in tears because I still dream of you?
Why in my dreams are you always cruel?