hmph
I feel like I haven't been myself lately. These past few days, I am always bored and have nothing to say. I hate going home to absolutely nothing... no brothers.... no company. Also Kelev is great he just barks too much.
I am like slacking in all my classes and have nothing to look forward. School is getting way too hard for me. I have like all B's in my classes. That's fine for now but how the hell can I get into UCSB with a like 3.0? Non Fiction is soo hard. I spent over three hours getting together my notebook and I got a B+. I so deserved an A!!! Ugh. I am just not good enough sometimes for myself and for others.
I miss like 2nd grade when life was easy and sooo unstressuful. Life will never be that way again which is so sad. I am actually excited for basketball season to start so I will be in shape and have something to do. If I make it... I just want to do basketball so I will be in even better shape for..... lacrosse!! Yeah. :-)
As of like now this is all that makes me happy:
1. Jack Johnson (it helps so much!)
2. Sports
3. Sleep
4. Lots of food, what else is new!?
5. Friends and
6. Fam...... whatever is left of that..... :-(
I like went into Russells and Adams room last night and just sat and stared at each of their rooms for like 30 minutes..... so many childhood memories..... thats probably why I am so sad lately, no one is around at home.
As sad as it may sound.... or corny rather..... I miss Russell and Adam soooooooo much..... when the fuck do u guys come home????????? Thanksgiving is way too far away. And those fucken PSATS. I cant even go to parent weekend in U of A because I have to take the shittttty ass test then!!
AAAAAAAHHHHHH!
I am like slacking in all my classes and have nothing to look forward. School is getting way too hard for me. I have like all B's in my classes. That's fine for now but how the hell can I get into UCSB with a like 3.0? Non Fiction is soo hard. I spent over three hours getting together my notebook and I got a B+. I so deserved an A!!! Ugh. I am just not good enough sometimes for myself and for others.
I miss like 2nd grade when life was easy and sooo unstressuful. Life will never be that way again which is so sad. I am actually excited for basketball season to start so I will be in shape and have something to do. If I make it... I just want to do basketball so I will be in even better shape for..... lacrosse!! Yeah. :-)
As of like now this is all that makes me happy:
1. Jack Johnson (it helps so much!)
2. Sports
3. Sleep
4. Lots of food, what else is new!?
5. Friends and
6. Fam...... whatever is left of that..... :-(
I like went into Russells and Adams room last night and just sat and stared at each of their rooms for like 30 minutes..... so many childhood memories..... thats probably why I am so sad lately, no one is around at home.
As sad as it may sound.... or corny rather..... I miss Russell and Adam soooooooo much..... when the fuck do u guys come home????????? Thanksgiving is way too far away. And those fucken PSATS. I cant even go to parent weekend in U of A because I have to take the shittttty ass test then!!
AAAAAAAHHHHHH!