May 09, 2005 20:54
Well. Haven't writen here in forever and this time I have so much to say about being a freshman and it kinda follows up with everything alexa just wrote about.
Well alexa said that all marin kids love to shop and that there is nothing else to do and i totally agree. i love to shop but after i buy a like 50 buck jacket at abercrombie or something like that it feels great at abercrombie when im buying it- and i love it but when i get home and look at all those reciepts i freak. like all of a sudden im like addicted (lol... to shopping wahoo) but i dont know. i just spend all my money and i never save anything anymore or deposit anything in the bank. everything i did last summer like babysitting, day care thing, etc, is all going to a jacket that makes me feel good about myself-- which in like 4 months wont. the thought just sucks.
and i dont know but this year as a freshman sucks. there is nothing to do but shop as a freshman which is why all my money is going down.
maybe, just maybe, when i get a car and i realize how much money everything is like---- GAS, which i will have to pay for. Maybe then will i come to my senses some more. but there is nothing to do during the day with friends, when i think about it?!?
anyways- sorry if i have been a bitch or something, but im seriously disgusted with how freshman year is turning out. its soo hard and there are so many other ppl that i just find myself comparing myself too. ugh.
Alexa- ur sooo not alone on everything you said. Everyone goes through that phase. Not everyone will admit it that their struggling with that but trust me they are.
Call me alexa so we can hang out. Can't wait for this Wednesday night when we can hang out and be "study budddies" hahahahha so we can try not to flunk the grammar major like 1000 point test for english.
xoxo everyone <3