I keep cleaning so people won't know i've died
I feel so empty.
when did you stop loving me? did you ever love me? was i just a filler?
i never stopped loving you or i wouldn't feel like this.
I feel like i'm trapped underwater, far from the surface and i cant breathe and i"m panicking and i just want you to swim over and breathe the air back into me :'(
and when the kids are there i have to hold my breath so i don't just explode into a river of tears.
I wish i could hate you.. i love you. you couldn't put me first you couldn't stop hurting me and i love you still
by blood and by me you walk like a theif
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFwmgfINKa8
when did you stop loving me? did you ever love me? was i just a filler?
i never stopped loving you or i wouldn't feel like this.
I feel like i'm trapped underwater, far from the surface and i cant breathe and i"m panicking and i just want you to swim over and breathe the air back into me :'(
and when the kids are there i have to hold my breath so i don't just explode into a river of tears.
I wish i could hate you.. i love you. you couldn't put me first you couldn't stop hurting me and i love you still
by blood and by me you walk like a theif
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFwmgfINKa8