okie dokie pokie! hoy hoy hoy.lol okay sorry im done. okay so last night krissi came over and i did her a hurr makeover it was tyte i was like curl curl BAM! and she lookedted soooo pureeeeeetty! okay wow im done. and then so she left and then key's all like ahhh ky and alyssa r going out andi was like ahh and we were both like ahhhh.and then i was like bah hum bug and yea it was great..okie fine i never said bah hum bug.but i started to write in my paper "private" journal cuz i was like this is big right? shouldnt i be like crying? i definetly wasnt really like..i mean i was in shock but i wasnt like ohh my life is over my love my one true love gone whaaaaaaaaa...you know? i was jus like oh? hmm? okie? and he will last how long?lol he's sucha bitchy boyfriend. so there i was trying to think of reasons why i should care and i why i like him...turns out i couldnt think of any so i made a bad colum..fillled up pretty quick but im not gunna sit here and tell all the roasts i had on him.
oh wait later i did think of one thing..he's funny. so yea i was writing in my paper journal when all of the sudden it went from this whole ky and alyssa thing to the summer to paul..ahh paul's eyes.his eyes are soo incredible they're like an aqua color which is what ive alwyas wanted my eye color to be and they're natural..naturally this bright aqua/bluish color..ugh soo pretty..and even though i was going out with kyle or involved with kyle for alot of the summer when i think back on the things that made me happiest and left the biggest impact it was paul's impact.heh.so i guess this means that kyle wasnt right for me if he didnt really make that great of an impact only bad ones...in that case i am really happy for them..Oh em Gee! i jus made a self actualization!awesome! so then rachel called me cuz she had to tell me this big dramatic secret story that i cant tell the details on and we talked to 1 am and i was like shawty i gotta go jo cuz we got school in the...5 hours lol. boy was i wrong so there i was COUGHING N COUGHIN AND COUGHING SOME MORE. i thougth i would cough my brains out and so i got up to get some medicine i couldnt even take it i gagged it back up i tryed like 2 times to take it and it kept on happening..so i woke up my mom im like u gotta go get me some meds and cough drops and mind u it was 2:30am lol.so she came back with sleepy cough medicine and i took it and finally fell asleep but i only got a couple hours then i got up started gettin ready and my tummy was all hmm how should i say "rumbly" sooo i was in the bathroom most of the morining and my mom was like bre why dont you jus stay home again and take care of yourself take some medicine i was like...angry it was soo weird i threw my shoe across the room and i wanted to cry..idk i guess im jus tired of being sick.so i jus went back to bed and woke up at 2:30 i was like DAMN! i took a long ass nap. well yea hmm jus had to tell yall bout my crazy night..oh btw the pixs ive posted are old i jus though id post some b/c im behind on it..i swear ill take new ones soon...as soon as i dont look like shit all the time.okiiie well...OH YEA hehe btw when me and key were havin one of our late night talks last night we decided that her and i are going downtown this weekend cuz she couldnt wait hehe shes soo cute shes soo excited for x-mas.we're gunna have one of those long talks i can see it. and i know ill end up saying or doing something dumb and she'll be like bre "are you stupid" and ill say "no" lol okay no seriously BYYYYE!
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