loving you is like the sweetest dream
=) life is looking up agaiinnnn.
me and Travis are soooo gooooddd <33
we decided we need to see less of eachother
and more of our friends, which is helping
us a whole lot. i am getting more
school work done this way also. so
thats really goooddd. aww i love him <3
its so funny, everything is so good.
<333 hmm i need to do laundry
but i dont wanna go do it noww cause
i want to sleeeeep. i love sleep.
uhmm my appatite is so fucked up right now.
today i ate some cookies for breakfast,
a few chips during the day,
and less then half a thing of cup - o - noodles.
and id been up since 10 this morning.
and then me and travis went to dennys
for dinner at like 730, i got
my usually, which i usually eat more
than half of, i ate like half the pancakes,
2 bites of eggs, like 10 fries.
and i was like OVERLY full, like stuffed.
its horrible. i was so mad, i wanted to keep eating
but i couldnt! i dont know whats wrong with me.
travis thought i was being ridiculous
until today, and now hes like uhmm yeah somethings up.
cause i eat like a 300 pound person.
i cant afford to lose any more weight so im
trying to eat fatty foods.
and me and fran are going to the gym once
a week from now on, cause i want to atleast be in shape
and have some muscle, and the energy from working
out should make me more hungry.
but yes im off to beddy bye for mee.
goodnight world <3
<3alyse kaitlyn
he makes every nightmare a little less scary,
because i know hell always come to my rescue.
me and Travis are soooo gooooddd <33
we decided we need to see less of eachother
and more of our friends, which is helping
us a whole lot. i am getting more
school work done this way also. so
thats really goooddd. aww i love him <3
its so funny, everything is so good.
<333 hmm i need to do laundry
but i dont wanna go do it noww cause
i want to sleeeeep. i love sleep.
uhmm my appatite is so fucked up right now.
today i ate some cookies for breakfast,
a few chips during the day,
and less then half a thing of cup - o - noodles.
and id been up since 10 this morning.
and then me and travis went to dennys
for dinner at like 730, i got
my usually, which i usually eat more
than half of, i ate like half the pancakes,
2 bites of eggs, like 10 fries.
and i was like OVERLY full, like stuffed.
its horrible. i was so mad, i wanted to keep eating
but i couldnt! i dont know whats wrong with me.
travis thought i was being ridiculous
until today, and now hes like uhmm yeah somethings up.
cause i eat like a 300 pound person.
i cant afford to lose any more weight so im
trying to eat fatty foods.
and me and fran are going to the gym once
a week from now on, cause i want to atleast be in shape
and have some muscle, and the energy from working
out should make me more hungry.
but yes im off to beddy bye for mee.
goodnight world <3
<3alyse kaitlyn
he makes every nightmare a little less scary,
because i know hell always come to my rescue.