Aug 22, 2005 11:55
so as told by 2 people today... that know you!
I CAN AND WILL DO BETTER!
as told by one of them.... your fat and ugly NOW! you smoke 10 packs a day! you drink way too much now. your too obsessed with your friends. and your going to delghettttoo! im new and fresh and can and will get better.
on the plus side they did say your personality was incredible. minus the fact that your shy! haha... its funny! bc i knew all of this before and i still wanted you i still tried for you and now for the FOURTH time im being kicked to the curb lol. i thought i was different but i am just like every other girl. i kept running back. im so stupid.
im out here for the better. to find new friends! i dont need you or any of your self obsessed friends. im good.
im so okay. i swear. thanks for being an asshole and leading me on for 3 LONG years. i loved being the inbetween girl lol! now im out. ive put myself into tooo much heart break with you! ive passed up so many awesome people bc of you!
but really im dying inside.
on the plus side lol went to my first frat party lol. got in at 5 this morning. met a guy! HAHA! everything my sisters told me not to do! lol. but there REALLY nice and fun and they LOVE me and caitlyn! they think were the coolest girls lol! were going fishing with them! and this weekend were going to hammond with them! haha so friends here i come! with frat boys lol! but they are really nice... maybe just to get in my pants which wont happen but so far there cool.
my roommate and me are soo fun to be around lol. i swear i have 10 girls in our room everynight!