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And I spent all last night
Tearing down
Every stoplight
And stop sign in this town
Now I think there might
Be no way to stop me now
I'll get away despite
The fact I’m so weighed down
All of my escapes have been exhausted
I thought I had a way but then I lost it
And my resistance was once much stronger
And I know I can't go on like this much longer
i dont understand why people intentionally hurt me? i dont get the fact why people dont like me?! i think i might be a likable person! im a good friend most of the time! i try to make people feel better about them selves! i make them happy!
my family... what can i say! lets thank my mom for making this weekend extra special and sleeping the whole time and not giving me anything because i dont deserve the extra specialness on graduation or my 18th birthday!
i guess this weekend could have been a lot better if they actually gave a crap about me
i dont understand why things are the way they are? i dont get it?! im getting to aggravated with myself and breaking down a lot! its kind of pathetic! we've discovered i am pathetic!
ps. he has another girl AGAIN! i can tell by the way he talks to me now... its happened 4 times before i know the language! HA!