Jun 11, 2004 10:10
so you ever had a friend who was like..."i hate drama." but is tha one who always brings it? yea thats how i feel. its like she brings tha drama and then complains about drama. hmmmm whats wrong wit this picture? anywho. i feel like i am in high school all over again. but what really gets me is how ppl lie and then they have to keep lying to cover tha one they just told. and you cant really catch them in their lie till they have run outta things to say. but that could take forever and its bullshit that i dont have to deal wit. i tried being an adult but when you are dealing wit a 20-year-old who has tha mind-set of a 12-year-old, its kinda hard to act like an adult. and frankly i am really sick and tired of it. so from here on out, i am not gonna deal wit it. i dont need it and nobody should have to go through it. its as physically as it is emotionally draining. and my heart hurts cuz there is shit i can do to help her. she has to want to change and she clearly doesnt. so all i can do now for her is pray. and that is what i do every nite.
if there is anyone out there who can help me, please do. i know last nite i was online talkin to my very best friend in tha world alex, and he helped me so much. i love him dearly. thank you alex. anywho. i am biz-ouncin, i am gonna clean my room and hopefully tha rest of tha house and then i am goin to tha carnival tonite wit my gurl krissy. her and i are on tha same page, so if you know krissy talk to her.... she needs advice as much as i do. i love you kriss.