Ta-Freakin-Da
I am soooo fucking bored right now. I am chilling in my Computer Science class and want to die. Whose brilliant idea was it to take 4, 3 hour long classes this semester? Sometimes I just dont know what I am thinking. Then again... who does?
Blah. Life is boring. Somewhat. I had my first football Saturday at work this past weekend. I cried. Literally. In the middle of the restaurant, break down, crying sobbing, and all the works. I was just so stressed and in over my head that night. Plus I had two of the bitchest meanest tables ever. One walked on their bill. The other basically got a free meal and still left me no tip. Like it was my fault the food was taking so long to cook. I wasnt ignoring them! Damn. But yeah. I cried then I went out back and cried some more. Two of my managers came outside with me and a few servers meandered out to see what was wrong. Although they tactfully played it off like they were just out there for a convenient "smoke-break". I didnt care. I was too upset. So then after a pick-me-up talk and assurances that no I didnt suck as a server, I was off to work again. Although I had no tables I still had to go back out there and clean up after the pigs when they left. Bascially the rest of the night my face was all red and my eyes were swollen. You could tell I had a good cry that's for sure. Oh well. I didnt make very good tips that night. But before that whole fiasco I got to enjoy the taunting and mostly good natured jabs at the fact that I was wearing a Michigan State University Jersey in an Ann Arbor restaurant. Asking to get shot? Who me? Never. lol.
I have never apppreciated not having a guy so much as I do now. That is for DAMN sure! I look at everyone else with a boyfriend or a girlfriend and if its not a good relationship, you can tell right away. I just dont want the drama. I dont like having to call if I'm gonna be late, feel bad about something coming up and breaking plans, or just all in all having to worry about someone elses and how whatever I do will have an impact on what them. I'm just too damn independant for my own good. And lately I find that I have even LESS tolerance for guys and they shit they pull as well as girls. I just dont like when people are being stupid. Sorry. Not really.
Ah now that I have vented, I feel somewhat better. But I gotta go. It's cold in here!
Blah. Life is boring. Somewhat. I had my first football Saturday at work this past weekend. I cried. Literally. In the middle of the restaurant, break down, crying sobbing, and all the works. I was just so stressed and in over my head that night. Plus I had two of the bitchest meanest tables ever. One walked on their bill. The other basically got a free meal and still left me no tip. Like it was my fault the food was taking so long to cook. I wasnt ignoring them! Damn. But yeah. I cried then I went out back and cried some more. Two of my managers came outside with me and a few servers meandered out to see what was wrong. Although they tactfully played it off like they were just out there for a convenient "smoke-break". I didnt care. I was too upset. So then after a pick-me-up talk and assurances that no I didnt suck as a server, I was off to work again. Although I had no tables I still had to go back out there and clean up after the pigs when they left. Bascially the rest of the night my face was all red and my eyes were swollen. You could tell I had a good cry that's for sure. Oh well. I didnt make very good tips that night. But before that whole fiasco I got to enjoy the taunting and mostly good natured jabs at the fact that I was wearing a Michigan State University Jersey in an Ann Arbor restaurant. Asking to get shot? Who me? Never. lol.
I have never apppreciated not having a guy so much as I do now. That is for DAMN sure! I look at everyone else with a boyfriend or a girlfriend and if its not a good relationship, you can tell right away. I just dont want the drama. I dont like having to call if I'm gonna be late, feel bad about something coming up and breaking plans, or just all in all having to worry about someone elses and how whatever I do will have an impact on what them. I'm just too damn independant for my own good. And lately I find that I have even LESS tolerance for guys and they shit they pull as well as girls. I just dont like when people are being stupid. Sorry. Not really.
Ah now that I have vented, I feel somewhat better. But I gotta go. It's cold in here!