Lonely
Hey everyone. Whats up? Not a whole lot going on here. Just chillen in the library till my next class.
I miss Mike. Go figure huh? Well I got a call from him Sunday night. Which was the best thing ever. Granted I couldnt hear him very well because the phone he was on was shitty. But still. Just to get to talk to him even for 5 minutes over a shitty phone meant so much to me. It's so hard being away from the one that you love. I cant stop thinking about him. He comes home April 8th. I just cant think about where he is going or how soon he will be leaving after he gets back. That is too hard. Going two months without him is hard enough, I couldnt imagine going like 6 months or even a year or two! That would kill me honestly.
It pisses me off that everyone is like "Oh girls and their fetish with Army men..." It's not like that. I've read stories about how hard it is to be with someone in the military and thats the last kind of man that I wanted to be with. But I didnt know Mike was going to go into the Navy when we started going out. After he told me he said that he was going to get out of it. But they wouldnt let him. Part of me is glad that he went because the Navy offers so many good things, so Mike will be set once he is done with the Navy. But still. It's hard and I hate that everyone thinks that I am with him just because he is in the Navy and all these other chicks seem to have a fetish for men in uniform.... Fuckers.
I'm kinda getting tired of my piercings. Some of them anyways. My nose is bothering me and to be honest so is my VCH. My nose ring I have to take out everytime I go to work, and so my nose is always really sore from pulling it out so many times. It's really cute but getting to be a pain in the ass. And then my hood is such a cute piercing, but honestly I'm not really sure I want it anymore. It gets on my nerves. I mean whenever I wear really tight pants or something, it rubs all day long, then at the end of the day wear the ball was rubbing there is a sore. Gross I know but still. It's so cute and I spent alot of money on it but then in the end its not so great. I can get other pretty piercings that I dont need to take out or worry about really. And plus when Mike and I mess around, it gets really sore too, so it ends up hurting more than feeling good when he plays with it. Maybe its just because it is still new, but still. Its been almost 5 weeks! I dunno I need to think about it some more. I will definately miss it but its not something that I guess is my favorite. Maybe I'll get my traigus pierced. I know alot of girls get it done, but I think its cute! No you pervs, its in your ear. Sheesh.
Well I accidently missed a shift for work. I looked at the wrong schedule and so I didnt think that I had to work on Saturday and when my boss called me and asked if I was coming in or not, I didnt know what she was talking about. Then I showed up for work on Sunday and realized that I didnt have to work after all and I realized my mistake so I went to talk to one of the managers, Drew, and he was a bastard about it. He kept asking why I didnt call back about it. Even though I told him I didnt realize it till I came in on Sunday that I fucked up. He was like "Fine, but if you miss another shift then I will write you up." And he walked away. Jerk. I hate the new job. I get shitty hours and my managers hate me. Or so it seems. Oh well.
I dont want to go to class today. I just want to work out, then go home take a nice long hot shower and then go to sleep. But noooooo! I have a huge ass test on Thursday for Psych. that I need to study for. Luckily this is my last week before break. Granted I wont be going anywhere. Well....maybe I will spend a night or two in Canada. Damn that would be fun! That's what I am going to do! Canada anyone!?!?!?! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Ok, I need to study for my psych quiz today. I cant memorize all these words. Byes!
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