Cold
I hate being cold. I hate how cold the office is. I hate everything right now. Yes I am being morbid but if it makes you mad, then too damn bad I hate you too.
Guys suck. Like usual. I hate them all. Wow this is just one big hateful party I'm having in here. Grr..
Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you.
I'm pissed can you tell? If not then I pity you sorry ass mother fucker.
Swearing makes me feel better. Well not really but its entertaining when you are mad at the world.
Ahh I dont know what kind of music I want to listen to right now. Brand New and Breaking Benjamin just arent cutting it. But I dont really want to listen to rap music because I'm not in the mood.
Ever wonder what the hell is wrong with you? I mean do you ever just feel like for one reason or another you just dont measure up or that you are missing something?
Good God I do.
My Christmas tree isnt making me happy. I dont want to listen to christmas music. I dont want to go home after work, but I dont know where to do either. It blows. I have no money, so I cant do any shopping like I want to. I hate the sorority but then I kinda like it. I dont fit it. Do I want to even? I dont think so really. I think that I know if I give it up then I will have no friends again. I dont want to go back to the way it was. I hate everything right now. The irony blows. Theres nothing that makes me happy anymore. I get depressed at the drop of a hat.
It's so bad that when my mom knows I'm depressed she wont even let me be in my own bedroom. She said that its because she knows I will sit in there and be pissed and just get worse. She actually made me get out Saturday when I was having a pissy day. We ended up having a screaming match and I peeled out of the driveway because I needed to get away. She wont buy me the DVD's that I want for christmas because she doesnt like them. Geez I just want some vampire movies. Damn. Its not like I'm gonna try to be a vamp. Damn I just like vamp movies. Yay. I love feeling like I'm 12.
I'm mad that my apartment situation didnt work out. I want one so bad. But I definately dont have the money to get a one bedroom one by myself. fuck.
WHEN YOU ARE SO FUCKING HAPPY WITH EVERYTHING HOW CAN YOU EXPECT ME TO FEEL BAD FOR YOU WHEN ONE THING DOESNT WORK OUT?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Bitch please.
Guys suck. Like usual. I hate them all. Wow this is just one big hateful party I'm having in here. Grr..
Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you.
I'm pissed can you tell? If not then I pity you sorry ass mother fucker.
Swearing makes me feel better. Well not really but its entertaining when you are mad at the world.
Ahh I dont know what kind of music I want to listen to right now. Brand New and Breaking Benjamin just arent cutting it. But I dont really want to listen to rap music because I'm not in the mood.
Ever wonder what the hell is wrong with you? I mean do you ever just feel like for one reason or another you just dont measure up or that you are missing something?
Good God I do.
My Christmas tree isnt making me happy. I dont want to listen to christmas music. I dont want to go home after work, but I dont know where to do either. It blows. I have no money, so I cant do any shopping like I want to. I hate the sorority but then I kinda like it. I dont fit it. Do I want to even? I dont think so really. I think that I know if I give it up then I will have no friends again. I dont want to go back to the way it was. I hate everything right now. The irony blows. Theres nothing that makes me happy anymore. I get depressed at the drop of a hat.
It's so bad that when my mom knows I'm depressed she wont even let me be in my own bedroom. She said that its because she knows I will sit in there and be pissed and just get worse. She actually made me get out Saturday when I was having a pissy day. We ended up having a screaming match and I peeled out of the driveway because I needed to get away. She wont buy me the DVD's that I want for christmas because she doesnt like them. Geez I just want some vampire movies. Damn. Its not like I'm gonna try to be a vamp. Damn I just like vamp movies. Yay. I love feeling like I'm 12.
I'm mad that my apartment situation didnt work out. I want one so bad. But I definately dont have the money to get a one bedroom one by myself. fuck.
WHEN YOU ARE SO FUCKING HAPPY WITH EVERYTHING HOW CAN YOU EXPECT ME TO FEEL BAD FOR YOU WHEN ONE THING DOESNT WORK OUT?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Bitch please.