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I am totally Stuck on him. wow. gawsh. soo hott. i was so happy to see him all cleaned up and stuff and it was such a nice day. and he called me and wow. love. he left early though. it saddend me. i thought that he wanted to go home, but realy he just wanted to leave the house and i didnt understand that. damn im retarded. oh well. hopefully ill get to see him today. cause today is ALSO such a lovely day. or tonight, while it continues to be a lovely night. but we STILL need to get to talkin. im freakin out here. love. well i need to go cause ill at least get to see milagro later today. and it takes awhile to get readdy. i think ill wear my bathing suit under my clothes just in case some kind of wonderful swimmin wants to be had. yay! love. miss him miss him miss him. oh man. its times like these i learn to love again. yay. beauty, life, love, happieness, feeling. all of it at once right now. and my life almost rocks. ill miss isaac, but im happy with simon, SO happy.