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ive been an emotional roller coaster this past week. normally i love roller coasters...but id rather be a nice, calm merry-go-round now. gotta love amusement park metaphors :)
i wanna get outta here.
now.
old bridge isnt an all bad place..i just need a change, an escape, (a college?) it could be senioritis...everything past this point seems essentially useless to the enhancement of my brain. this past week itself probably would have been more productive if i had in fact not gone to school at all. i hate how my grades still matter though. too much stress to hafta deal with 3rd marking period of senior year. of course, knowing me, even if they didnt count id still wanna do well (damn u overachieving only child gene) but i dont like pressure.
ps. my uterus hurtsssss. goodnite :)
i wanna get outta here.
now.
old bridge isnt an all bad place..i just need a change, an escape, (a college?) it could be senioritis...everything past this point seems essentially useless to the enhancement of my brain. this past week itself probably would have been more productive if i had in fact not gone to school at all. i hate how my grades still matter though. too much stress to hafta deal with 3rd marking period of senior year. of course, knowing me, even if they didnt count id still wanna do well (damn u overachieving only child gene) but i dont like pressure.
ps. my uterus hurtsssss. goodnite :)