you crossed the fucking line... now theres no returnin....
so today you proved my point for the 3rd year in a row. ALL year you dont talk to me, and then 2 months before my birthday, all of a sudden you want to talk and hang out and you feel bad that you've treated me like shit the whole year. & as stupid as i am, i normaly forgive you and move on. but NO deff not this time. 1 time, its on you, 2 times its on me... so i'm not going to let this go on for the 3rd year in a row. This year, i'm going to keep my word and actually forget about you, and yeah its a shame because we WERE best friends, but in my eyes... you dont treat your best friend like shit. I'm sorry, but enough is enough. I warned you time and time again, that i was done & before your 16th birthday last year i wrote a live journal entry that said i was going to give you one more shot, and if you did the same thing over again you would lose me, and i would laugh. && let me tell you, as soon as i saw that away message and asked if it was to me... i busted a fucking gut laughing. I knew it was going to happen, and i had warned everyone who has been around for the past 3 years, and once i told them... they finally realized the pattern.
you wrote me an email saying a whole bunch of BULLSHIT. and you said you'd write another one once you thought about it some more... well i never got another email and quite frankly, i'm glad that i didnt. I dont need to hear the same lies over and over again. As i've heard them all before.
I've given you more shots at fixing everything than i would give anyone i have ever known. && you obviously havent taken me seriously - so now im gone. Yeah, of course its sad that we've been friends since kgarden and things had to end like this, but seriously - it wasnt me. it was all you. this friendship ending has to do with all of the bullshit that you've given me. I honestly didnt want it to come to this, but i have given you too many chances - and i'm done with that. i cant afford to even think about giving you more. This will hopefully teach you a lesson, to stay true to your fucking friends & if u fuck up.. and u get another shot, take that shot to your advantage because you may loose something very valuable to you.. like in this case; losing a best friend. Hopefully you'll shed more tears than i have in the past 3 years, and you'll take this whole life lesson and use it to your advantage in the future.
have a nice life nicole.
you wrote me an email saying a whole bunch of BULLSHIT. and you said you'd write another one once you thought about it some more... well i never got another email and quite frankly, i'm glad that i didnt. I dont need to hear the same lies over and over again. As i've heard them all before.
I've given you more shots at fixing everything than i would give anyone i have ever known. && you obviously havent taken me seriously - so now im gone. Yeah, of course its sad that we've been friends since kgarden and things had to end like this, but seriously - it wasnt me. it was all you. this friendship ending has to do with all of the bullshit that you've given me. I honestly didnt want it to come to this, but i have given you too many chances - and i'm done with that. i cant afford to even think about giving you more. This will hopefully teach you a lesson, to stay true to your fucking friends & if u fuck up.. and u get another shot, take that shot to your advantage because you may loose something very valuable to you.. like in this case; losing a best friend. Hopefully you'll shed more tears than i have in the past 3 years, and you'll take this whole life lesson and use it to your advantage in the future.
have a nice life nicole.