last night..
i appologize for any and all bitchy ness i had w/in the past 24 hrs. i know this doesnt mean anything, but i made a miscalculation w/ my medication.. i took my morning meds late, and my evening meds on time, cause a medication overlap. im on slow release anti-depressants for sum of u who dont know what shit im on.. it takes b/t 8 to 12 hrs for a single pil to get fully out of my system..
well, when u have too much of the medication in ur system, ur body overloads. causing major issues.. sum that can be serverely dangerous. it didnt help much that i was online and totally wallowed in break up emotions.. i am very lucky i did not get depressed enuff that i wouldve tried suicide again.
hell im extremely thankful i had mike(eric's twin bro), zollo, adam, and steven.. if it werent for them.. i may have gone off the deep end..
i seriously couldnt control my emotions last night. i was seriously crying for hrs, shaking uncontrolably, and getting phsyically ill.. i did end up throwing up like 8 times.. it was not the best night of my life..
i know it doe not excuse what i did last night in posting the entry i did.. i had made the post b4 i figured out what was occuring..
i am out of school today to give my body a chance to recover.
much thanks to zollo.. u helped me the most.. we really do need to go, hang, and talk.. seriously!! so.. call me! :-p.. im jkin.. u dont gotta..
but really..im really grateful to u zollo.. im really in debt to u.
well, when u have too much of the medication in ur system, ur body overloads. causing major issues.. sum that can be serverely dangerous. it didnt help much that i was online and totally wallowed in break up emotions.. i am very lucky i did not get depressed enuff that i wouldve tried suicide again.
hell im extremely thankful i had mike(eric's twin bro), zollo, adam, and steven.. if it werent for them.. i may have gone off the deep end..
i seriously couldnt control my emotions last night. i was seriously crying for hrs, shaking uncontrolably, and getting phsyically ill.. i did end up throwing up like 8 times.. it was not the best night of my life..
i know it doe not excuse what i did last night in posting the entry i did.. i had made the post b4 i figured out what was occuring..
i am out of school today to give my body a chance to recover.
much thanks to zollo.. u helped me the most.. we really do need to go, hang, and talk.. seriously!! so.. call me! :-p.. im jkin.. u dont gotta..
but really..im really grateful to u zollo.. im really in debt to u.