It doesn't matter what I want
It's absurd anyway because I am totally not being sensible, right.
Appreciate for the reassurance. Or whatever. I RESPECT your opinions. Sorry to belittle ideals with my worthless thoughts and desires, I should just like, not be seen and not be heard. Maybe I should wear a hijab and cover my face so that I don't show myself off. Oh dear. Actually, how about just quit work and hide my shameful face in a corner for the rest of my life too !