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I don’t know why I always write when I am angry or annoyed, but it just happens at least writing when I am angry is a much better thing ( and logical) to do, then doing anything about it. But BASICLY my mom is a lunatic and always pulls that line “ I know what you’re going through, I’ve been there, I was your age you know” Yah so? It was the 60’s when you were growing up and we are totally different people- so cut the crap already.
On a lighter note… that good news I spoke about the other day was from Clark University!!! Which is within an hour of Boston, MA. I am not sure yet if I will end up there… either that or Lewis and Clark in Portland Oregon…it just depends on the financial aide packages and such, I also need to figure out for myself if I am ready to travel across the country, leaving my home, friends, family behind. Although it would probably be good for me to get away too ( as seen from the paragraph above). Where is everyone else going to college? I am really not looking forward to everyone going their separate ways.. I have those times when I can’t wait for college and then I have the times when I just want to sit back and never get up. There are just some people that I am gonna miss so much, and I know when I go off to college and they stay or go…things will never be the same again. I am really scared for that. I am sad for how many people I missed the chance to get to know and hang out with over the past years and i am sad that I never got to know certain people better, some of who are already gone at college, some who went to my high school and I see everyday, others I met at camps and at parties. I don’t know, what if the perfect person was sitting under my nose this whole time and I didn’t even notice?