thanks daisy :) love you too. you usually know the majority of things thats going on with me because i always know i can tell you and you'll still love me and not tell me to shut up and stop being self absorbed lol. so thanks for that. but yeah..i will talk if i wanna explain things properly. xxx
i have absolutely no idea what's going on at the moment but i can understand the whole parents- money problem. i never used to realise when i was younger and just used to ask for money for various things but as i've got older, it's worrying when your parents have money problems and there's nothing you can do about it. and i always feel really guilty for when i was younger and just used to ask ask ask all the time :-/
nothings really going on, i just like to rant and feel sorry for myself lmfao. but yeah i really do worry about them these days, now i know the full story etc. cuz we can't help. i also feel like i cheat them a bit working for my dad cuz it's like extra money they could have in the business if they weren't paying my wages but they just tell me they'd only employ someone else to do my job so it might as well be me. but arghhh, still makes me feel bad. and yeah i wish i could find a way to help but there isn't any way really is there? thanks about my bday :) hows japan btw? when are you back? xxx
everyone's said the usual "im always here for you blah blah" so i wont repeat it lmao, but yeah; things aren't the same as they were before but i still care how you're doing and i think that we stress and get paranoid about some of the same things so i do totally sympathise with you and hope things work out. love you x
yeah we definately do go through the same things of what we're paranoid over and i'd talk to you about it all but i don't wanna always moan at you cuz you'll get like oenhyoseiyhnoir at me lmao. xxx
lmao no i wont lmfao, your issues are valid things to get stressed about. aslong as you're not like, crying because there's no water left in the water machine or something like that lmmmmmmmmmmmfaooooooooooooooooooo xx
Welcome to life. It's a bit shit. You feel lonely a lot of the time, and then you find someone to make you feel less lonely, they screw you over and you never recover or see things the same way again. wash and repeat.
it's cold truth but there it is. Hope you feel better. and i hope the party is okay. I'd come if i had the time -> ive had many a sleepless night recently becaus ei'm up all day and night doing work and rehearsals. Oh the life of a performer!
Yeah it certainly is shit and yes, people screw you over and you move on and let someone else do it again. It's my own fault for being such a sensitive cunt. If you do get any spare time, I know I'd love to see you and that Nicole would too if you could make it to my party. If not then we must all meet up soon cuz we both miss you. xxx
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i have absolutely no idea what's going on at the moment but i can understand the whole parents- money problem. i never used to realise when i was younger and just used to ask for money for various things but as i've got older, it's worrying when your parents have money problems and there's nothing you can do about it. and i always feel really guilty for when i was younger and just used to ask ask ask all the time :-/
hope you have a good birthday xxx
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but yeah i really do worry about them these days, now i know the full story etc. cuz we can't help. i also feel like i cheat them a bit working for my dad cuz it's like extra money they could have in the business if they weren't paying my wages but they just tell me they'd only employ someone else to do my job so it might as well be me. but arghhh, still makes me feel bad. and yeah i wish i could find a way to help but there isn't any way really is there?
thanks about my bday :) hows japan btw? when are you back?
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Welcome to life. It's a bit shit. You feel lonely a lot of the time, and then you find someone to make you feel less lonely, they screw you over and you never recover or see things the same way again. wash and repeat.
it's cold truth but there it is. Hope you feel better. and i hope the party is okay. I'd come if i had the time -> ive had many a sleepless night recently becaus ei'm up all day and night doing work and rehearsals. Oh the life of a performer!
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If you do get any spare time, I know I'd love to see you and that Nicole would too if you could make it to my party. If not then we must all meet up soon cuz we both miss you.
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