if you'll have me
I cant stand being single any more! its so depressing...i have a total of FOUR guys after me; 1st just wants SEX. 2nd wants to take things slow-get to know me better etc cause he's been really hurt but he WANTS a relationship with me. 3rd wants to have the relationship he never got to have cause he was(still is i think) a drug fucked prick who i thought was SO hot in year 8 and 9 and i look at him now a literally SHUDDER. and last of all the 4th one...................................my ex...who i never really got over and who i would take back in a HEART BEAT if he would have me!!!!!
i know sure as hell i dont want the 1st or 3rd guys. and at the moment im extreemly horny and want sex cause i havent had ANY in SOOO long, i like the 2nd one, but because im so horny i just dont want him as a booty call and to then be hurt again-i think once ive had sex i'll know what i do or dont want with him. And as for Shaun....well..
..............he's Shaun! if he rang me and said "i'm coming back. and i want to give us another try. you can have me if you will WANT me?"
.....i'd have him!
i wouldnt even need to think about the other guys, i'd take him! honesty he's changed so much. he's soo different. i got the SHIT Shaun-i want THIS Shaun!!! man i SO got jipped!!!