Dec 22, 2005 00:51
I GOT MEEH MUH BAYBII BOI!!! I finally found my guy. He's mine forever... Ok well mayb his ex wants to start shyt and maybe we've hit sum bad points but i love him. I wanna be with him forever... he gave me that final push to get over mason and everything. We act like we're friggin married almost. But anywho...
I may not come back to drama... I was thinking about it and well... there's really no reason for me to be in the way anymore. I mean, many of the people hate me... DONT LIE I KNOW YOU DO I HEAR HOW YOU TALK BOUT ME N THE WAY U TREAT ME. I mean I juss dont fit in... I have my lil problems but I dont trust anyone in drama to share them with except maybe 2 or 3 even then i cant realli say much. but newayz that and i mean.... i'm not any good.... but let me kno if i should or shouldn't. but u all prolly wont comment cuz u never do.
anyways i'ma kinda in an "emo" stage right now... troubles in paradise and dale and chris are here givin meeh a headache n its like 1 so i wanna go to sleep n i dont feel good n sum shyt is goin on but i wont talk bout it cuz i dont have to n i dont feel like hearin u all say shyt its muh journal n i will rant like i am cuz well... i can.