I'll do what i want.....in another month...
I made a 50 on my science test...BLAH! surpisingly enough i dont hate that class...i just procrastinate till the last minute and dont study the right way...im like that with every thing! im surprised i have the grades that i do...i cant wait for spring break to get here...i need a tan BADLY! im as pale as elmors glue and white tooth paste! oh well i went to prom last year with very little of a tan...im not looking to get sun cancer it just makes me happy that one of the advantages of being lazy out side results from that. YAY for me i almost made something positive out of something negative.....i really thought i was a negative person until i actually started listening more to the people around me.....im positive compared to them...this includes my aunt my uncle and my cousins.....especially the one who wants to do EVERY thing that i do because she got knocked up at 16 and didnt graduate high school...yes iam a bitch for saying that but still its not my fault that i think things through (some times!) and am planning to do something with my life.....i love her but every time i turn my back shes trying to get me in trouble with her mom.. (which i live with!) yes i appreciate it very much......she trys to say that she understands ALL my pain with my mom....hers happened when she was in the 3rd grade! yes i know it still happpened but i was 16!!! i think it kinda effects you more...especially when people look at you different and exspect you to be just like her.....i swear i wont..if its the last thing i do.....