thank god its kind of friday!

[lil_happy_wun]

YAY! we dont have school tomorrow !!! and i think Lenna and I are going on a date (haha since i havent been on one in a month!) we might go to greenville 2morrow im not sure. I'm happy! I asked then me and her are gonna go and have passionate hot girl sex..hehe im just kidding ...but i am really bummed about having to come back to school on friday i think they should have just given us the rest of the week out....i have been feeling better lately school is going better for me.. i think that i am about to break it off with gray because he has just not been acting the same towards me...i mean he dont wanna hold me close any more or spend any time with me... i mean what could be so wrong with me? Now i cry myself to sleep every night...but what he doesent know is that i found another man ..his name is jarod i love it when i hang out with him...he completes me in ways that i never thought i could be completed...well anywhoo bye for no

Muah*
i hate my life...why am i here? i ask myself these questions daily...no one likes me or alcia or jarod or lenna or michael an i have no true friends....i am always alone and in the dark why cant i be happy? why cant i live life like every normal person? i bid thee farewell.........