another year?
well today is April 8th 2005.its doesent seem like that long ago but 5 years ago at this time i was going through one of the biggest heart aches of my whole life. my cousin Josh passed away in a car accident...the one person i felt at the time understood me the most...we had gotten so close the last 2 years of his life....i never could have imagined even to this day he would be the first person to die that i was close to....god i miss him so much.. it still feels like yesterday we were out in the corn feilds playing paint ball...RIP my Joshie......now on to some happier news.. Gray FINALLY got his tux LOL! im sooo proud of him.. shows how much faith i have in him ..my aunt and i had a bet going that he wouldnt get one i a very little faith him but he came through...i feel bad for him between my birthday present, his tux for prom, gas, and the alchohol hes buying prom weekend im positve his bank account is famished..god i have such a great boy friend LOL! but im sure he knows that. im sooooo ready for prom to get here and be over with im tired of spending money already! well i hope every one has a safe and fun weekend im off to south sides prom this weekend....