Apr 05, 2005 21:05
We lost to O Connor tonight. I don't really think either team deserved the wion, but of course it has to go one way or the other. Too bad we drew the short straw. Our ump sucked. But we need to work harder. me too. I know.
I was really mad and frustrated tonight, but it didn't effect my game. Because I don't bring that stuff on the field. I just didn't happen to have a good night. With any other team I know I would have gotten on with my hit, but O Connor has a defense like ours so i was thrown out by a step. I'm just glad I hit the ball.
The bunt where I was thrown out at second...what can I say. I honestly did not think it was going to hit the ground. Needless to say I don't ahve confidence in our team ability to hit, because people do not execute. Too bad I was the one out, but oh well. It happens sometimes. We got some bad calls, but you can't blame a whole game on that. If I could change what i did, I'd definately try, but I was trying to be smart and it just backfired.
I'm glad we at least made a comeback. It shows that our team can get riled up and rally. One day it might be a game decider.
We cannot win district now, but perhaps we can tie. I really think our team can do it, and I hope we do. I hope I get more chances to play. I'm trying hard to earn a spot, but it's difficult. I think it's easy to a accept a spot when you're new, but it's harder to accept a spot when you believe in yourself so much that you wish it was you out there...at least sometimes. I really want to prove that to my coaches. I'm working as hard as I can, I just hope that I can be granted with some good luck.
I don't know why everyone at school is talking about Vickie. It gets on my nerves. I just tell people to shut up now. There's so much crap, so much gossip....why do people even talk....all the crap coming out of their mouth is just another lie anyway. (This refers to yesterday at lunch...if you weren't there then this doesn't refer to you) God, it's over. Leave her alone. Y9ou guys watch, Vickie will come back and all these people that are talking so much crap about her are all going to act like they are her friends....isn't that annoying? I don't say crap, because I don't care. I don't talk smack, because you're dumb if you do...of course it'll get around, you idiots.
School is going well. I'm kind of just doing all my work and getting bored. We had the coolest sub in chemistry today. he used to be a coach for the A's...and now he scouts for Atlanta....tiiiiight. We talked about baseball for like an hour.
Anyway, peace out homies.