my life is really falling to pieces here without you
saturday, whatd i do saturday? christina and i went over to rachaels and we helped her pack for camp slash played donkey konga!!
sunday.. beach.. no one would come with me..
sunday night.. went to heathers with christina .. walked to timmy ho's // mighty .. back to heathers.. always fun with them.
today = dr ed, ortho bottom braces are OFFFFFF finally,
then physical therapy which is getting increasingly harder and unbearable. and im not even close to being in shape OR being able to play soccer, i cant jump, i cant jog, i cant kick, i cant do anything. and i think im going to try out for varsity? im sorry but i would rather shoot myself down and be prepared for the rejection than get my hopes way up and be shocked & pissed when i cant play. so im not expecting to play varsity soccer this year at all. im already getting back up plans ready because ill have so much free time. my mom said i could take this class if i dont play soccer that ive been wanting to take.. and i bet i'll get a job. i really wanna be a waitress or hostess but i only would at like a good restaurant that gets big tips and i can make a lot of money from lol so any suggestions? this fall if i dont play soccer remind me that im not working out and i cant eat a lot becauseee im going to get really fat. ill be so upset if i cant play.......
......whatever. in the words of hannah bouley.... i give up on life.
sunday.. beach.. no one would come with me..
sunday night.. went to heathers with christina .. walked to timmy ho's // mighty .. back to heathers.. always fun with them.
today = dr ed, ortho bottom braces are OFFFFFF finally,
then physical therapy which is getting increasingly harder and unbearable. and im not even close to being in shape OR being able to play soccer, i cant jump, i cant jog, i cant kick, i cant do anything. and i think im going to try out for varsity? im sorry but i would rather shoot myself down and be prepared for the rejection than get my hopes way up and be shocked & pissed when i cant play. so im not expecting to play varsity soccer this year at all. im already getting back up plans ready because ill have so much free time. my mom said i could take this class if i dont play soccer that ive been wanting to take.. and i bet i'll get a job. i really wanna be a waitress or hostess but i only would at like a good restaurant that gets big tips and i can make a lot of money from lol so any suggestions? this fall if i dont play soccer remind me that im not working out and i cant eat a lot becauseee im going to get really fat. ill be so upset if i cant play.......
......whatever. in the words of hannah bouley.... i give up on life.