17 days left...

[lil_green_eye7]

I'm upset, I'm mad, I'm angry...My weekend was going so good...I was in a great mood all weekend long and then...yesterday...at 9 p.m. Brandon calls...I was happy to talk to him...I wanted to know what was going on because I read his livejournal...He tried to explain, but I didn't get it...So as we were talking he tells me he was over at Brian's and that he talked him out off doin drugs and shit like that...I asked him whether he took drugs...No...But then I asked him whether he drank on Saturday...And he said yes...I am sooooo disappointed...This is the 2nd time he broke a promise...He even promised me not to do it again...God...He always told me I had an impact on his life...I don't think that was a lie, but I also think not all of it was true...See, this is what I hate...God...I wanna punch the wall...
I gotta go...Before I start crying I better get out of here...
Laura