update

[lil_girl_blu]

So its December 1st and i haven't written in a very long time, and prolly no one's noticed, but i still feel the need to say hello to pete and anyone else who actually reads this anymore. I've been very busy with school and work now. tomorrow i turn in my application for the radiography program. I'm almost scared about it though. ever since the corps i have just been more or less lingering and i think im scared to actually do someting about it now. but I have to otherwise ill regret it. So nic and i are fantastic except the part that he can't do what he wants to do. I feel partly responsible becuase he wants to move and he want to make money but i feel like in a way im holding him back and ive come to the conclusion i dont know what to do. so i dunno... anyways, nic and i went to a Brian Regan concert and laughed our asses off.. omg he was histerical... i was in tears at some parts! yeah amazing! he got the tickets for our 6 month-er-sary... I love that boy! but im still confused on what i should do about his confidence and how to help him become what he wants to become!
any thoughts... email me at JOShmo07@hotmail.com
or just leave a comment.. but i prolly wont get the comment til next month when i come to write again! lol
ok thats it.. ttyl oxox byes