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ok i made up my fuckin mind.....once schools out im outta here for fuckin good!!!!! i cant take this shit any more...my family is fucked up and they all would be better off if i wasnt around. i have nothing here but bad memmories and even worse feelings around here and i just wanna leave and get away from every one. sorry if that upsets you but its my feelings and please dont bitch at me if you do get mad im not changing them and nothings goin to make me!!!!
im goin where ever the hell i want....ive only ever been in two states in my life and i acually wanna see sum shit before i die. i am soo tense right now it feels my skin is gettin streched over my body and it doesnt fuckin feel good!!! Tonys tryin to cheer me up and make me feel better...but he aint doin a good job...i dont think anyone could make me feel better. he had a bad day and we both needed cheered up and i dont think its gonna work. i gotta fuckin work tomarrow and i dont wanan fuckin do it. moms being a fuckin bitch hard core and she needs to eaither pull whut ever is up her ass out or shes not gonna be to happy with me...she thinks i got a bad attatuide right now....just let the bitch find out how bad it can get!~! and than they dont want anything to do with my brother becuz he didnt come down one day to help dad with sum shit....well i got a news flash the boy is 19 has a fuckin g/f who he helps out on their farm to had a FULL TIME JOB ( is an emt) works crazy ass hours...always had to go to a call and has a fuckin appartment he lives in...soo im sorry but the kid dont live here no more and if he cant make it down to help out around here dont get pissed at him about it. and im sick of it soo you best believe that when i see my brother next hes gonna hear all about this shit becuz i dont think its right...we are there fuckin son and daughter....NOT FUCKIN CHEAP LABOR!!!! that is how i feel
im goin where ever the hell i want....ive only ever been in two states in my life and i acually wanna see sum shit before i die. i am soo tense right now it feels my skin is gettin streched over my body and it doesnt fuckin feel good!!! Tonys tryin to cheer me up and make me feel better...but he aint doin a good job...i dont think anyone could make me feel better. he had a bad day and we both needed cheered up and i dont think its gonna work. i gotta fuckin work tomarrow and i dont wanan fuckin do it. moms being a fuckin bitch hard core and she needs to eaither pull whut ever is up her ass out or shes not gonna be to happy with me...she thinks i got a bad attatuide right now....just let the bitch find out how bad it can get!~! and than they dont want anything to do with my brother becuz he didnt come down one day to help dad with sum shit....well i got a news flash the boy is 19 has a fuckin g/f who he helps out on their farm to had a FULL TIME JOB ( is an emt) works crazy ass hours...always had to go to a call and has a fuckin appartment he lives in...soo im sorry but the kid dont live here no more and if he cant make it down to help out around here dont get pissed at him about it. and im sick of it soo you best believe that when i see my brother next hes gonna hear all about this shit becuz i dont think its right...we are there fuckin son and daughter....NOT FUCKIN CHEAP LABOR!!!! that is how i feel