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I got drunk last night. I mean, it wasn't my first time being drunk. I just got really, really srunk. I mean, drunk. Really, really, REALLY drunk. Yeah.
So.. I think Jehan and me are okay. I think 'Rac understands, or.. I dunno. He was kinda not there last night. Did I make him feel bad or something? I feel bad. Not because I was drunk but because I think I made 'Rac uncomfortable. I wish I didn't still like Jehan like that. I should stop thinking about it.
Drunkard makes the best father. He always makes me happy. I wonder if he'll tell me a story later. He and Jehan are good at telling stories..
So.. I think Jehan and me are okay. I think 'Rac understands, or.. I dunno. He was kinda not there last night. Did I make him feel bad or something? I feel bad. Not because I was drunk but because I think I made 'Rac uncomfortable. I wish I didn't still like Jehan like that. I should stop thinking about it.
Drunkard makes the best father. He always makes me happy. I wonder if he'll tell me a story later. He and Jehan are good at telling stories..