the follow up
"People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!"
okay, so i went to the hospital today to do my check up on my surgery. it went well he said that i probably wont be able to do much for about a month and no tanning bed. oh well i guess i need a brake.
so i read this quote on this new website i found. ive been giving it a lot of thought and im really upset with some of the choices that i have made in the past couple of months. the things that i dont have anymore i miss, and i realize they arnt there because of me. the most important people in my life right now are my family and friends. ive been giving all my time into things that dont have to do anything with my family or friends and i wanna change. i understand that things wont be back to the way they were but it could be better. i miss the weekend that me and my friends used to hang out together. i was going through some of my last entries from like a year ago and the things that happened then.. im missing out on now. i wanna make more time for my friends and family. like the other day me and my mom finally found time to hang out. we went out to lunch and shopping. it just reminded me of the things im missing out on. so as of today im gonna put the things that i miss the most first and keep the other things on the downlow for a while... i need sometime to myself. and to get things back to the way i want.
okay, so i went to the hospital today to do my check up on my surgery. it went well he said that i probably wont be able to do much for about a month and no tanning bed. oh well i guess i need a brake.
so i read this quote on this new website i found. ive been giving it a lot of thought and im really upset with some of the choices that i have made in the past couple of months. the things that i dont have anymore i miss, and i realize they arnt there because of me. the most important people in my life right now are my family and friends. ive been giving all my time into things that dont have to do anything with my family or friends and i wanna change. i understand that things wont be back to the way they were but it could be better. i miss the weekend that me and my friends used to hang out together. i was going through some of my last entries from like a year ago and the things that happened then.. im missing out on now. i wanna make more time for my friends and family. like the other day me and my mom finally found time to hang out. we went out to lunch and shopping. it just reminded me of the things im missing out on. so as of today im gonna put the things that i miss the most first and keep the other things on the downlow for a while... i need sometime to myself. and to get things back to the way i want.