MENTAL FUCKING BREAK DOWN
like i said MENTAL FUCKING BREAK DOWN..........
i dont know who i can trust anymore... its so hard for me lately... i dont have anyone here for me that i can really talk too... i really would love to talk to erin... i know she is not around though right now and i dont know what too do.
i am not doin well with anything anymore... i cant handle shit anymore. i cry with everything is going on. i flipped out on my best friend today cause i couldnt handle life. and i dont understand him and are not the type of people that fight and stay mad at each other and today was not pretty and i really regret it. then i finally realize that two of my really good guy friends are not really that great.
i just dont know why i deserve this from people.
i do everything for everyone.
i will smoke my last bowl with a friend if they need it. i will give them it. i will give them money and then never get it back. i will be on top of everything... i will help everyone out so that they are happy cause that makes me happy. but when i need something no one is there for me
THANKS EVERYONE.... FOR NOTHING...
YOU KNOW I DONT CARE ANYMORE...
I MAY TALK/SEE SOME OF YOU
BUT
I DOUBT IT!!!!!!!!!!
JENN
i dont know who i can trust anymore... its so hard for me lately... i dont have anyone here for me that i can really talk too... i really would love to talk to erin... i know she is not around though right now and i dont know what too do.
i am not doin well with anything anymore... i cant handle shit anymore. i cry with everything is going on. i flipped out on my best friend today cause i couldnt handle life. and i dont understand him and are not the type of people that fight and stay mad at each other and today was not pretty and i really regret it. then i finally realize that two of my really good guy friends are not really that great.
i just dont know why i deserve this from people.
i do everything for everyone.
i will smoke my last bowl with a friend if they need it. i will give them it. i will give them money and then never get it back. i will be on top of everything... i will help everyone out so that they are happy cause that makes me happy. but when i need something no one is there for me
THANKS EVERYONE.... FOR NOTHING...
YOU KNOW I DONT CARE ANYMORE...
I MAY TALK/SEE SOME OF YOU
BUT
I DOUBT IT!!!!!!!!!!
JENN