last night...
Last night was the weirdest night.....i promise...
i realised so much stuff about me, and im still confused, i gave up so much good stuff just thinking i could be happy...but all it was, was a thought nothing more...i still dont know why i risked and took chances... i got nothing out of it...i realized i became the person i NEVER wanted to be...when i was little i used to be scared of people like me, and think they were stupid...but slowly over time i changed into the person i once hated...and I HATE IT... i just wanna go back to where i had friends, to where there wasnt any family problems, when i used to look foward to school...and so on... i dont even know what i have, or whos by my side anymore...ignore this if you want just like most people...
i realised so much stuff about me, and im still confused, i gave up so much good stuff just thinking i could be happy...but all it was, was a thought nothing more...i still dont know why i risked and took chances... i got nothing out of it...i realized i became the person i NEVER wanted to be...when i was little i used to be scared of people like me, and think they were stupid...but slowly over time i changed into the person i once hated...and I HATE IT... i just wanna go back to where i had friends, to where there wasnt any family problems, when i used to look foward to school...and so on... i dont even know what i have, or whos by my side anymore...ignore this if you want just like most people...